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Saturday Samplings

2011-07-23T06:39:00.000-07:00

So being late is once again the rule instead of the exception in the story of my life. For those of you new to my blog, I am supposed to do a Friday Fill In (pay special attention to the word Friday). This rarely happens anymore so I just fill them in when I get time and change the title accordingly. :) Yesterday was consumed with our last Friday brouhaha at Nashville Shores followed my a great evening with my boys. I love how we can all pile up in the bed and watch TV but I don't love how many heels, knees and elbows I take to my rib cage while sleeping. Occupational hazard of being a mom, I suppose.

Marshall starts his first day of Kindergarten on Monday so I am taking yet another day off for that. He is only going for an hour an Michael is going for two hours. Why do they even bother? Then they have Tuesday off. Marshall's first full day of school isn't until the tenth of August. I truly think it is so silly that they 'break-in' the K5 peeps. Just throw them in the class like they did 35 years ago when I started school. We really baby kids too much now days and it is such a disservice. Anywho, going to spend the rest of the weekend with my babies and relax relax relax.

1. Life is what you make of it and you will get out of it what you put into it.

2. Walmart is one of the best places to people watch EVER because well, I think the because is obvious.

3. if I was going somewhere, the one thing I have to bring is my ipod. Life without music isn't a life.

4. Some things that are happening in my life are not happening soon enough.

5. Next year, is going to be a fabulous year, I just know it.

6. I let go of the negative and I found a quasi nirvana.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to hanging out with my boys and playing wii, tomorrow my plans include swimming, shopping and eating :) and Sunday, I want to relax, hang out and have a safe trip home!

Time Keeps Slipping Away

2011-07-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

I had full intentions to blog last Friday, i.e. July 8th, but was horribly sidetracked and the Fill In person was doing something different that I didn't quite get into so I just said forget it. Here is a catch up in extreme non sequitur fashion:

*I have officially embarked upon a new decade. My fourth! I am not at all bitter or disgusted by it and didn't lament leaving my 30's. Is that weird? Just another day as far as I was concerned. Not to sound like a bitch but I feel great and look pretty dang good for 40 so I am just rolling with it, you know? I am in better shape and actually feel better than I did ten years ago therefore I seriously have no complaints.

*I was kidnapped (so to speak) by my favorite cousin Gina for my birthday and was not even told where I was going just what to pack. Come to find out, I was whisked away to the Grove Park Inn located in Asheville, NC. We had so much fun as I welcomed my new decade with a mountain view massage, followed by a pedicure and then lounging by the pool, sitting in the steam room, sauna, mineral bath and the like. This place was utopia and I truly needed it. They even give you a small bottle of lavender to spray on your pillows before you go to bed and who knew I would have an affinity for peppermint infused wash clothes packed in ice placed on my eyes? After this trip, I believe essential oils and myself have something going on :)

*As hard as it is for me to believe, school starts in a week and one day. My little guy is starting kindergarten. I am ok as of now but I am ready for an emotional attack on the first day, after all, this is my last time. Michael is not terribly thrilled to start 6th grade but I suppose the choice is not his. The summer flew by for him and he feels a little cheated. At least we all had fun taking advantage of our Nashville Shores passes this summer.

Well, I am sure I could continue to bore all of you with potential ramblings but I will choose to stop. The weekend is over already :(

1. I hold onto all hope that my life will turn out the way it was meant to.
2. A person who can make me laugh and seems as if they truly want to be there is someone I would like to travel with because both of the qualities are extremely important to me.
3. That day, will play over and over in my head and haunt me forever.

4. I am having a difficult time grasping what all has transpired this year.
5. Trust is something I will have again someday.

6. I lay motionless in the dark only because I am scared to death.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to having a little time to myself and catching up an a couple of movies, tomorrow my plans include hanging out at the pool with my friends and Sunday, I want to buy some school clothes and see my boys!

Playing Major Catch Up

2011-07-01T06:21:00.001-07:00

I am not going to write an update that is an entire week late but at least I can blog my belated fill ins :)

Act as if this was filled in on July 1st......

1. Blue skies make me happy regardless of the season.

2. Whenever I walk down memory lane I try to walk down the path which makes me smile the most.

3. Kids are a blessing but leave you wondering at times.

4. Getting away, a new location, sleeping in; these are some of the best things about vacation.

5. Love is living in the moment with someone you want to be with and not a care in the world.

6. I wonder if there is such thing as submarine races.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to chilling at my mom and dads house, tomorrow my plans include going to Nashville Shores and relaxing followed by dinner with friends at the Boundr'yand Sunday, I want to sleep in and head home to see my boys!

For Once, Not My Fault

2011-06-24T16:18:00.000-07:00

I was up early this morning with the musical stylings of Pantera in my head (Dont ask, because I haven't the foggiest idea why) and felt as if this was going to be a bright sunshiny day :)

Well, it ended up being a good day after the locksmith let us all back in the house at 9:30 in the morning! Don't even ask how we all were locked out. Just know that we were all still in our pajamas with no shoes trying to corral Princess Leia for 45 minutes while waiting for our savior.....so to speak.

The boys decided they wanted to take it easy around the house until late afternoon instead of rushing off to Nashville Shores right away. They have been at golf camp for the past four days and were tired of running around from dawn to dusk. We had a good time lounging around and I was thoroughly soaking it in because I never get to just lounge! We ended up plugging the iPod into the Mac that is here and danced like maniacs to some of Michael's music. Mainly all those silly 'line dancing' songs for lack of a better description....Cupid Shuffle, Electric Slide and who can resist a little tail feather shake to the Madagascar 'I Like To Move It'. We needed this time together and it was truly good stuff!

Oh, the reason why the tardiness of the post.....the Friday Fill In's girl was late and didn't post until after 5 p.m. I guess I could do my own fill ins but quite frankly...I just don't have it in me right now.

Tonight the boys have requested a big fish fry so I am going to run my arteries through their paces. Fried fish, my infamous hushpuppies (which have turned many people to the hushpuppy side who usually turn their noses up at said edible canine named food), and I will roast the potatoes.....one can only take so much fried food. I do think I will throw in something green....spinach salad or roasted asparagus (even though it makes your pee smell funny). I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend. I know I will.... :)

1. Getting away is something I get to do the for a couple of days the week of my 40th birthday. Apparently, I am getting kidnapped by some friends and family and heading to an unknown destination. I truly cannot wait.

2. Waking up early and going for a run is a good way to start your day. (I dont actually do this but you must agree it would be a good way to start a day)

3. Coffee, tea or an extra extra large Diet Coke with light ice.

4. Tolerance and understanding in place of cynical and blaming.

5. The lights are always on in our house in some capacity. Mainly because my children take after their scared of the dark mother. I am not sure what I think is lurking in the dark but I don't want to find out either.

6. I do think I will one day be able to find happiness. I truly believe it will take a considerable amount of self-reflection first.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I am looking forward to having a nice meal with my boys and finding a movie to watch we all agree on, tomorrow my plans include heading to Nashville Shores, going to see Cars II in 3D and who can forget the fish fry, and Sunday, I want to spend another nice day with my boys and get home safely.

Lovin' The Short Weeks

2011-06-17T05:48:00.000-07:00

I am really starting to get spoiled by my four day work week. As my life starts to settle down a bit, I am hoping this can become a regular thing in my life. I feel it is absolutely possible in the near future...we shall see. I still find it so hard to believe that one extra day can make such a difference especially since I work extra hours the other four days to make up the time. Hopefully I can seriously start a new and improved work schedule in August....fingers crossed...please please please.

This week went by quickly, thankfully but I have a feeling next week will go slow. The boys will be at golf camp all week and I will miss them...that will make the week pass a little slower than I would prefer. I know this blog entry is only 2 days late but I do hope everyone had a fabulous weekend and a wonderful Father's Day.

1. One of my favorite birthday presents was my very first ten-speed bicycle when I was 10.

2. I did it because it had to be done, it was as simple as that.

3. The moon is so beautiful when its full, large and that cool orange color.

4. My future includes four day work weeks and a complete overhaul of what I think is important in life.

5. I was tempted by laughter and frivolity.

6. Read, relax and other activities are some of the things I like to do on vacation. :)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to watching the Tourist and having some yummy food from O'Charleys (I never allow myself to eat there), tomorrow my plans include totally relaxing and seeing what it is like to not do anything then catching up with some friends and Sunday, I want to have a safe trip back home to pick up my kids and take them back into to town and get them ready for golf camp!

AAHHHHH, Summer Vacation

2011-06-09T18:15:00.000-07:00

I promise I copied and pasted on Friday morning with the best of intentions. The problem....I was running behind as usual and had to get six boys together to take to Nashville Shores for Michael's belated birthday celebration. Apparently, I had lost all touch with reality when I came up with that brilliant idea. Anywho, at 830 a.m. we begin our trek to the great waterpark in the sky.

It actually turned out better than expected. The trip down was filled with fights over the single iPod, who's turn it was, when the cut off for that person should be, etc. etc. It was very interesting to hear each of the boys weave their own little web as the vied for the lone iPod. Little minds are always thinking. Once we arrived there was intermittent dissension in the ranks but it all worked out. One exhausted 4 year old and multiple burned pre-teens later....we made it home.

The evening concluded with a campfire/wiener roast (not the political one going on now) hahahaha, one of Michael's friends playing happy birthday on his Fender and some fabulous Baskin Robbins ice cream cake. For the first time during a sleepover, I was in bed before midnight and actually slept until 8...which is unheard of for me. I made Star Wars pancakes, scrambled eggs, bacon and link sausage for breakfast and they inhaled every bit of it. Whelp, survived another birthday party. :) Here we go............

1. I remember when I first heard my child crying.

2. I love to feel rain showering down on me. (sans lightening, of course)

3. Most humans are good people they have just been thrust into bad situations that they have to fight their way out of.

4. I will do my best...sound familiar? :)

5. I was inspired by this persons non-judgemental ways and accepting of most things personality.

6. This time next year? Who knows where!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a sleepover for my favorite oldest son and his friends, tomorrow my plans include seeing my mom and hanging out...out of town and Sunday, I want to take the boys swimming and hopefully have a relaxing and drama free evening!

Four Day Work Weeks Go Faster

2011-06-03T04:56:00.000-07:00

Well of course four day work weeks go faster than five, it is simple math. I promise I am up to date on simple math (complex, too for that matter) but what I am referring to is exponentially longer than one more number. The three day Memorial weekend was a much deserved and rewarding break from work coupled with a four day work week to follow. I can hardly believe it is Friday again and I am looking forward to yet another relaxing weekend to recharge and recooperate.

My Michael celebrated his official birthday last night with me, his best friend and (much to his chagrin) his little brother. To celebrate the arrival of his 11th year we ate at Blue Coast Burrito, a scoop of ice cream at Baskin Robbins and ended with Pirates of the Caribbean....which I really did enjoy, by the way. Not only because I have a HUGE crush on Johnny Depp but I truly appreciate his acting ability and I think he exudes a crazy amount of sexiness. The latter mentioned is way way down on my list of reasons....extremely unimportant :)

I really wish I was starting another three day weekend but that cycle doesnt start until next week. I think I only have about a half day of work today so maybe I can start a little earlier than anticipated.

1. Hey! I am doing the best I can considering the circumstances so give me a break.

2. Are the lies people tell truly a lie if they contain one kernel of truth.

3. Eat your favorite foods at least one time a week. Especially if it makes you happy.

4. One of the worst feelings in the world is to feel like your constantly in the middle.

5. First thing to note: I have got to be serious and regimented in regards to eating better for me any my children and exercise. I truly want to do another triathlon this fall but I am not even close to being ready.

6. No matter how hard I try, it has been very difficult to find a solid distraction.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to watching my kids at soccer practice and going out to dinner with a friend, tomorrow my plans include soccer games and heading out of town to shop and see family for the weekend and Sunday, I want to have a safe trip back home, spend some time with my children and get ready for another work week!

Started Off Right

2011-05-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

Yet another close to my one-zillionth crazy week in a row. I survived once again but only with a little help from my friends who really know how to help me relax. :)

Let's see what went on this week.....my nanny started work on Wednesday and will be with us for the summer. I have actually known her since she was Marshall's age and it is so weird that she is so grown up. I do believe that makes me old!! Two main qualities I love about her, 1. She actually plays and interacts with the kids, 2. She takes initiative to do stuff around the house. WOW, initiative...I haven't been around people who actually practice that religion in so long that I almost forgot what it was all about. Michael has enjoyed his first week off from school and has caught on his R and R. I am sure he and Marshall both are looking forward to living at the pool this summer.

I am looking forward to a much deserved three day weekend and getting a little R and R myself. The summer will be over before you know it, therefore I want to slow down at work and take full advantage.

1. This week I allowed myself to slow down a little and have a good time in the interim.

2. Good deeds offer many returns but don't perform them expecting said returns. Do them because you want to and because its the right thing to do.

3. It's all about trying to enjoy life regardless of your situation. It takes more energy to sulk than to just go with the flow.

4. I plan on spending this entire holiday weekend in the sun. (protected, of course)

5. I demand my children to respect adults and others. It is a dying art.

6. On a forest path path, it's filled with lot's of really fun things. :)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to going on a date with my youngest to see Kung Fu Panda II while my oldest is at a sleepover , tomorrow my plans include hanging out at Nashville Shores all day, Sunday, I want to sleep in for a bit and spend the remainder of the day at.....you guessed it.....Nashville Shores and Monday, I want to sleep in (at least until 730) and then spend Memorial Day with my dad and brothers in Franklin.

That Time Again, Unbelievable

2011-05-19T19:26:00.000-07:00

I swear I need to rename this Sunday Somethings or Saturday Shenanigans. The odds of me actually doing it on Friday are so far removed that I just dont really care anymore. Now that I am finally getting to them on Monday...I think I will name them Monday Musings. I had a busy but pleasant weekend and now it is time to put the nose to the grind again. To start the week off with a bang, one of my assistants had a death in the family so she will not be at work today. I really really hope this is not a precursor to the rest of my week. I hope that last statement didnt sound selfish because that wasnt my intent. I have just been running around like a headless chicken for almost a month now and my dual end burning candle is about out of wick.

1. I see trees of green, red roses too.

2. Yippee, its that time of year again for mosquito bites that make you scratch.

3. They begin the same but hopefully they will end differently.

4. I would have never guessed this would be my life so many years earlier.

5. This I know: I am not even close to figuring out what it is I would like to accomplish in the next five years.

6. Steak lightly drizzled with maple syrup and topped with pecans and feta cheese for dinner.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to having dinner with friends at Maddux Station, tomorrow my plans include going bike riding, watching soccer games and heading out of town to visit friends and Sunday, I want to ride about 12 miles, visit with more friends and have a safe ride home!

Close Of The Day

2011-05-13T20:43:00.001-07:00

Here I sit at my computer and it is 630 in the morning on a dreary Sunday. That sounds like I am a little down but I am just a lot tired. I have been in Chattanooga again for the weekend but this time it was mixed with business. My company holds a mandatory corporate compliance meeting every two years to catch everybody up on the new Medicare rules and regulations. My choices were Gatlinburg in April or Chattanooga in May. Well, since I am one of the select few who finds Gatlinburg more kitschy than entertaining, I chose Chattanooga. They put us up in the historic Read House and other than the faint waft of old in the air, it is pretty swanky.

Friday night we ate at one of the best pizza places I have ever been to, Lupis....yummy. Saturday, I was supposed to be in class until 3 but the last few hours of class was information I had just been taught 3 months ago...so I was allowed to leave early!! Look at me! I had to spend part of that time finding a mall since I was ill-prepared and didnt bring one long sleeve shirt and it was chilly outside. We followed that with Michael and I doing two challenge courses at the zip line/obstacle course in the sky thing they have at Ruby Falls. It was loads of fun and I have pictures but I am going to wait until I get home to upload all that.

Lastly, today is a couple of hours of Osteoporosis and the like. I think we will head to the river one last time after that and walk across the huge pedestrian bridge and then head home. As usual, weekends go waaay too fast!

1. I know and feel like I am truly waiting patiently for the light at the end of my tunnel.

2. I am going to try to stay on top of things or at the very least, a teensy bit behind them if at all possible.

3. This weather has been great for walking around downtown Chattanooga. We have kept the truck in the garage all weekend except for the 8 mile trek to the mall.

4. I don't like people who always walk around as if the have a problem. Show me one person that doesn't have any problems and I will show you someone who is either lying, medicated or dead!

5. I'm really happy I have the ability to look at the bright side and keep smiling at people even when I am not feeling it. I am not saying I do that all the time, then I would be in the category mentioned in #4 :)

6. Meant to be, happens for a reason, or something to that effect.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to getting settled in Chattanooga and eating at Lupi's, tomorrow my plans include going to class and ziplining and Sunday, I want to have a safe trip home, pick up Princess Leia, and catch up on some things around the house!

I Am All Over It

2011-05-05T19:03:00.000-07:00

I am all over the deal today. Blog finished by 9:30, only 5 patients to see today followed by a relaxing evening...I hope, I hope, I hope.

This week has been super crazy and I found myself in a little bit of a funk on Wednesday morning. I think the pressure of all the home work that needed to be done coupled with all the paperwork from both of my jobs that I keep getting behind on hit my like a truck and I felt crazy overwhelmed. Luckily, I pulled through and convinced myself that sitting around being sad and anxious about it all doesn't get it done either so I might as well get started. Unfortunately, I am still behind but my outlook on it all is...it will get done when I can get it done. No more stressing about it!

1. Seinfeld is my favorite TV show (or movie) because its a show about nothing, of course!

2. Go to page 45 of the book you're reading or of the book closest to you; go to the 6th paragraph and make a sentence out of 7 words from it: The rain slowed to a drizzle as we continued to shovel mud into the hole.

3. I am so glad it's Friday.

4. I prefer jogging a few leisurely miles instead of taking long walks.

5. Take some time to to reflect and try not to make the same mistakes again.

6. My chicken Parmesan needs a bit of a kick. It was awful bland.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to relaxing with Michael and getting to bed early, tomorrow my plans include chaperoning a trip to Dollywood for the concert band and Sunday, I want to drive to Franklin and spend time with my mom, grandmother and the rest of my family I rarely get to see.

Too Good To Last

2011-04-29T04:50:00.001-07:00

I should have known the bragging which ensued last week would be followed by a bitter disappointment. Not only am I late this weekend, I have almost waited until the eleventh hour.

It was nice to wake up to a light, stormy Sunday morning. I know that sounds a little strange but when my windows are slightly open, I love waking up to the sounds of a storm. The wind rustling the leaves, the soft hum of a steady rain and the low rumble of distant thunder...especially on a morning I don't have to jump out of bed. If only I had been served a big cup of coffee while I stayed snuggled under the covers. :)

It's official, as of Friday we have a new member of the family. Don't even think about it being anything more than a four-legged addition. She is a Shi-Poo and the boys have lovingly named her Princess Leia. At first I wouldn't describe myself as being excited about that name because it sounds incredibly corny to call it aloud. However, the name and most definitely the dog have grown on me big time. She will make a wonderful addition to our family and as a bonus she is taking to this potty training thing fabulously. Only one little accident since we brought her home Friday afternoon. I hope everyone had a fabulous weekend.

1. I love to let myself go and be completely uninhibited.

2. I like to end my day with a lot of laughs and a smile.

3. It's how you look at things in life which determine how good or bad they are .

4. If you have a lot of negative things to say, don't tell me!

5. Well, would you ever give it a shot.

6. I love looking at my home through spring peepers.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to bringing home our new puppy, tomorrow my plans include soccer, soccer, seeing my mom, getting lots of laundry done and washing my car and Sunday, I want to hanging out at the house and going to the movies!

I'm On Time, I'm On Time, I'm On Time!!!

2011-04-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

Holy cow, look at me. Friday fill-ins being completed on a Friday....what a concept. I am definitely not going to get too comfortable with my timeliness because I am positive this is a fleeting thing.

Well, for a little impromptu vacation, we finally arrived in Chattanooga yesterday for a little much needed R and R. We had no agenda initially as to how we would spend the time here...then last night my Clark Griswold alter ego emerged and I scratched up a rough draft. Couldn't help myself.

Well, we are off for a day of mostly unplanned fun. I hope everyone has a great Easter weekend.

1. Pardon me, while i burst into flames.

2. For anyone who truly knows me, I am always looking for a good deal.

3. I was surprised to find that I really like a lot of things I have recently discovered.

4. Most things physical is one of my favorite forms of entertainment.

5. Hi, my name is Angela and I'm self-consciousalohic.

6. I love low humidity, just rain kissed summer afternoons.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to swimming and relaxing after a busy day in Chattanooga, tomorrow my plans include seeing Rock City and having a safe trip home and Sunday, I want to have an early Easter egg hunt at the house and enjoy some Easter lunch with my mom and kids!

Right In The Middle

2011-04-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

Although I did actually copy and paste the fill ins yesterday, I am just getting around to doing them today. I know the pasting is important but the real clincher is actually completing them. See, I am getting it...just taking more time for the slow one. :)

This week went much better than last week and I was actually able to spend more down time doing the things I enjoy the most which has enabled me to sleep well and be more relaxed. This week ended with a little bit of a hiccup, I am getting over it but not quite. I hate that about myself. Why cant I just see past what is happening at the moment and focus on the good that has been happening in the past, present and will happen in the future. I am usually not one to harbor negative feelings (I have them but don't keep them) but in this instance I just cant help myself. It is a tough place to be in, I tell you that.

The kids are doing well which is always a good thing. Michael is half way through the TCAPS and not complaining about all the testing. He seems to actually be enjoying it since the tests are only half a day followed by fun time the rest of the day. I think it has been a good break for him because he needs and deserves a little fun in his life. Next weekend I am taking the boys to Chattanooga and am looking forward to spending some time with them. Should be a fun and relaxing trip...I really really need fun and relaxing at this point in my life.

Well, that is my exciting week in a nutshell. I hope everyone has a fabulous and safe weekend.

1. For me, it was everything they did that I liked.

2. I have zero anonymity at my local supermarket.

3. Behind the sound of the wind in the trees, I heard leaves crunching under someone's feet as they neared.

4. Experimenting is something I always wanted to do.

5. When it was over, I was fulfilled and satisfied, as usual.

6. I have been in some dark places more frequent than usual but I never felt alone.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to having a nice dinner out with my boys, tomorrow my plans include soccer if it doesn't get rained out, maybe a movie or going skating and having dinner with friends and Sunday, I want to take the kids to church for Palm Sunday, run a few and relax!

Sunday Snoozers :)

2011-04-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

My weekend has been tumultuous to say the least so I am finally getting around to my fillins and have lovingly renamed them. I feel it is a fairly appropriate name the more I think about it. For today that is.

This past week has been a blur due to the start of the new Medicare rules which went into effect on Monday. I don't want to complain because it further concretes my job security but it does require a more hectic schedule. I am continuing to try and think of the positives and other than job security, it allows me to see my patients more frequently so I can monitor goal progression, change their plan of care if needed and upgrade/downgrade their goals as necessary. Basically, the new Medicare rules will make me strive to continue to be a better therapist and that is a fabulous thing.

That being said, I also registered little Marshall for kindergarten this week. I cannot believe it is that time already. I think he is ready and I am also hoping he is ready so I can save 600 a month in child care!! Selfish?, You Betcha!! There isn't one person out there who would turn their nose up to a seventy-two hundred dollar raise per year.

In conclusion :), I am really hoping for a better next week.......

1. In the near darkness I could tell something was out there....watching me.

2. As stupid of a decision as it may be, I am in this til further notice.

3. But this too shall pass...so they say.

4. Salmon swim the opposite way in the stream.

5. It's always nice to hear someone tell you how much they appreciate you as a person.

6. I long for happiness, acceptance and pleasant company.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to consecutive soccer practices and eating at our favorite Mexican restaurant, tomorrow my plans include three hours on the soccer field, haircuts for the boys, spending time with mom and basically having the crappiest Saturday night that I have had in a long time and Sunday, I want to make amends with people I care about, spend quality time with my boys, get a sunburn and go to an outdoor swim party!

Thought I would close with a picture of Marshall at the swim party today. I will have to get a pool at my next house.

That's Right.....

2011-04-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

That's right, people...late again. I almost put it off until tomorrow so I could have some type of crazy catch title but it lost luster the more I thought about it. This week passed so slowly while I was in the middle of it but so fast now that I glance back. I am still confused as to why weekends cannot feel as if they were moving slow when you are smack in the middle of them! Someone please help me understand!

The big excitement this week was Michael was the proud recipient of braces, AGAIN! He is less than thrilled but I told him it will all be worth it in the long run...a nice smile goes a long way. Today, he participated in an ensemble at the local high school. Basically, you perform in front of a 'professional' in a solo, duet or other type of group and graded based on performance and skill. He was so excited about doing it and I was thrilled he loves to get in front of people without the slightest bit of hesitation. He was in a duet with his sax and a clarinet player. The only problem was he didn't practice...AT ALL! So, basically...he bombed and came out of the room crying. My only advice was...try to make this a learning experience and then it won't be a mistake. Next time maybe you should practice. He quickly got over it and we all loaded up into the Tahoe, drove to Nashville and went to the Adventure Science Center. Good times, good times!

Off we go.................................................

1. I can't believe I am in the throws of starting again.

2. I can offer nothing but thanks for everyone who has been so incredibly supportive of me. I am truly blessed by so many true, non-judgmental and fabulous friends.

3. How can I ever be so open and forthcoming with anyone else...ever!!??.

4. OMG...I am so embarrassed to say......Tatertot casserole was the last thing I cooked and only because it was requested by my eldest. :)

5. Six of one just one of the other please. I don't really like it that much anyway. :)

6. Actually completing a Friday Fill In on Friday; nonono!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a relaxing night with my boys and then catching up on some of my Real Housewives dvr programming, tomorrow my plans include driving to Nashville with the kids and spending the day at the Adventure Science Center with them and my mom and Sunday, I want to take Michael to church to Acolyte, finish up any residual laundry and ready myself for yet another work week!

I Won't Even Bother Explaining

2011-03-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

I seriously am not going to bother explaining in too much depth but here goes. I have decided the incorporated name of this portion of my blog is Friday Fill-Ins but my d.b.a. name will be Whenever The Hell I Can Get Around To Doing It.

Last weekend was a great way to recharge with the family and it was so nice to see my boys having a fabulous time. I did a couple of things over the weekend that were not my usual 'chose habituelle', if you will.

First of all, I usual don't ride all the water slides for a couple of reasons. One: I always wear a two piece which is usually string bikini and as we all know....they don't fare well on water slides :). Two: I normally want to just lounge in the sun, read a good book and take the occasional picture of my kids. Well, this time I rode 'em and I am so pissed that I haven't been a participant in the water slide activity until now. What a loser!

Second...we all went on a helicopter ride. This is definitely off my usual radar, so to speak. I have been in an airplane two dozen times but prefer to keep my feet firmly planted on the ground. Well, to hell with all of that and we all loaded up and took a tour of the mountains! The kids had an absolute blast and so did this mom! The pics are on Facebook so if you are a follower of my blog and want to see them, just friend me on Facebook with a reference of who you are. Otherwise, I wont accept.

Lastly, I did my usual shopping extravaganza!. It just so happened I had a 30% off entire purchase coupon for Gap and Banana Republic which could be used over and over again. Well, I ran it through it's paces and used it over and over and over and over again! I am now the proud owner of a kick ass summer wardrobe.

Happy Happy weekend to you all......

1. Why does it seem to not turn out quite right when I am really really really hoping/needing/wanting it to?

2. I hate when people think one type of wrong is equal to another. Wrongs are wrongs so quit comparing.

3. My favorite breakfast includes anything non-sugary. I like the old fashioned eggs, hashbrowns, biscuits, fried butterfly chops, sawmill gravy and bacon. Getting a little hungry right now!

4. The Bone Garden by Tess Gerritsen was the last book I read. I actually have two books signed by her. (I used to be a real fan of standing in line to get books signed.

5. I am SO glad I have crossed into new territory in regards to many aspects of my life. I can cross a few things off my bucket list and feel liberated at the same time!

6. If I could only type in this blog what would make me feel better right now.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to sending Michael off to his school dance and chilling with my Marshall, tomorrow my plans include enough laundry to clothe all of China and getting caught up on my music downloads, and Sunday, I want to take some tween boys to see Diary of a Wimpy Kid!

This Truly Is The Story Of My Life

2011-03-19T05:21:00.000-07:00

Late again for fill ins but, as the title implies, that is truly the story of my life therefore I have decided to just embrace it! We finally made it to our weekend vacation destination around 11 eastern yesterday. Luckily the drive is less than two hours so the "are we there yet" question didn't get asked too many times. The outdoor water park is open too (well, one of them) so the boys were able to enjoy some outdoor fun yesterday and feel a little warm sun on their skin. Michael got a teensy little sunburn but it will go in by the end of the day today, I am sure. The only negative I can find is I (we) have had to endure two spring forwards in regards to time in less than a week. That is just not right!! My circadian rhythm is totally awry!!

Other than that, nothing terribly exciting to talk about. Soccer starts for both of the boys next week so that should keep things interesting and my life hopping. No complaints, everything could be a lot worse.

1. I love to go on vacation because that little get away can be totally recharging.

2. It's not the quantity of how many times you can do it, it’s the quality!

3. The last thing I had to eat was fudge cookie and a Diet Coke.

4. Always having something going on around me is no longer essential.

5. Please take a moment to imbibe whatever is happening at that moment and don't even bother questioning it... especially if it is something fantastic.

6. Charming wiles have brought you this far.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to hanging at a water park of course, tomorrow my plans include water park and water slide fun, putt putt and maybe a helicopter ride and Sunday, I want to play play play and have a safe ride home!

Late Again And Thanks For Good Friends

2011-03-11T05:01:00.001-08:00

I am not certain how many of my friends frequent this blog but I receive about three dozen hits a week from people in Cookeville. I am thinking it is safe to assume that many of those are acquaintances and/or friends. You always know exactly who your friends are in times of crisis. Not that I am necessarily in a crisis but they are the ones who remain in the passenger seat regardless of how many potholes are in the road.

I only preface with that because I have hit a few potholes over the past couple of weeks and my friends have remained steadfast and true. They intently listen even if they are secretly hoping I would wrap it up, they will give you heartfelt advice and not get their feelings hurt if you don't accept it, and I have another friend that offered to look into and fix my little plumbing problem/incident from 2 weeks ago. These are the types of people I want to surround me and have in my life. So, If you are that kind of friend to someone, I can assure you it means a lot to them even if they never actually say it.

And...here we go!

1. Oh gross! I thought it was mashed potatoes and it turned out to be turnip mush....

2. Skydiving, well THAT's off my bucket list!

3. No, I don't always understand but will try to keep myself open in order to see things from a different point of view....but I don't have to like it!!!! :)

4. I want to start experiencing life with all my heart and soul.

5. And then.....Whelp, see you later.

6. I can't forget how sometimes I even surprise myself with things I am willing to do.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to taking the kids to Chili's, tomorrow my plans include hanging out with mom and going for a little run and Sunday, I want to hopefully run again if the weather holds up and just chill!

Omg, Not Late And A Little Early :)

2011-03-03T17:04:00.000-08:00

Well, another week has come to a close without much excitement. I guess that is a good thing but a little excitement never hurt anyone. My work week was actually normal instead of chaotic so I am not near as exhausted as I usually am (physically and mentally) this time of the week.
I am, however, counting down the days to Spring Break. I need a break, regardless of how short it is. We are going to head to Wilderness at the Smokies for weekend...our usual Spring Break thing. The kids love it, I love watching them love it sooooo win win! :)
The kids are doing great, by the way. I am registering Marshall for kindergarten in a few weeks and he couldn't be more excited. He cannot wait to go to big kid's school. Michael received a 105 on his science project he has been working on over the past couple of months. I am very proud of him. As of the last grade update I saw yesterday, he is on track to have the best report card this year. His lowest grade is a 92 and the rest are 96 and above....I am beaming!!
I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend.

1.Bring your favorite movie and we'll veg on the couch for hours!

2. Unfortunately, insecure feelings are included in my mindset.

3. I am hoping all of this is exactly what I think it is.

4. Well, you see, it all started with a three hour tour!

5. I need things to start changing and looking up, soon!

6. But what if, I could what if myself to death and still not get any answers or not get the answers I was hoping for.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to running a few miles if the rain holds off then pizza and a movie at home with the kiddos, tomorrow my plans include going to the movies with friends and the kids to see Rango, and Sunday, I want to just have a great mental day!

Friday On Saturday Evening!

2011-02-25T17:58:00.001-08:00

Well, the usual story of my being late holds true. Look at the time, I haven't been this late in a while. Have had quite a bit going on lately. Some information I will indulge and some information I shall keep to myself.

Another incredibly long work week as finally come to a close. Working a full time job and an additional contract job wears me out. Seriously, when Friday comes...I just want to veg but then there are all the things to do around the house. Arrrgghh, it shall never end! In addition to my 2 jobs, I took Marshall for his first dental check up. He received a clean bill of health but left the office still afraid of Mr. Thirsty. You know, I must admit, I still have an uncomfortable relationship with that apparatus too! I also took Michael to an orthodontic follow up. Looks like he will be the proud recipient of his second round of braces on March 31st. He is not terrible excited but is looking forward to getting it all over with. Who can blame him?

The last news bit of my life occurred last night. Apparently, when the boys were in my jacuzzi tub, all the jumping type of activity Marshall likes to perform dislodged the drain area. Soooo, when I drained the tub on the 3rd floor, it preceded to not follow the appropriate pipe, came through the ceiling on the second floor and all over the wood floor. Talk about a mess. Now, my ceiling is completely ruined and the floors could use a refinishing. Kill me now....really!!!! Alright, I am tired of pissing and moaning, believe it or not, so off we go with the tardy fill ins.

1. Ooooh, I cannot wait to see how this ends. Wait, maybe I can if it is going to end badly.

2. I want my house back to normal so bad, I can't stand it!

3. How the heck did I end up with so many issues in my life. I swear I don't enjoy it.

4. Anywhere away from the chaos of every day life is one of my favorite places to visit.

5. I'm not a high maintenance girl, I'm not!

6. If it has butter and or sugar in it, it has to be good.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to taking a Benedryl and getting a much needed good night of sleep, tomorrow my plans include conquering this incredible load of laundry that has seriously taken over my laundry room and Sunday, I want to run a bit, possibly take Michael skating and trying my damnedest to relax (although I seriously have no concept of what that word means, teach me)!

It's Here....It's Finally Here

2011-02-18T05:15:00.001-08:00

OK.....I had the best intentions yesterday morning to have my fill ins finished before ten a.m. but as you can plainly see, I failed...boo hoo. :o

I over extended myself this past week and have no one to blame but myself....damn...there has to be someone else to blame except me. Let's see....nope...just me! Working a full time job and doing contract work on the side takes up a big chunk of my week but the money is so hard to turn down. I so want to be out of debt and that is good incentive to work harder. I cant keep up the pace indefinitely but will try to do so until the summer, at least.

Let's see, a kiddo update....Marshall continues to be my spirited, full of himself child. Luckily, we have made it almost completely through the winter with nary a sickness....blessing blessing blessing. He loves to color, paint and write his name over and over again. Oh, if only all of life could be that simple. Michael is doing great, as usual. He is playing basketball this winter to incorporate some sort of activity into his week. He has all A's and one B so far on the report card coming up next and I am hoping this momentum can continue. He did, however, get after school detention for getting his cell phone out of his pocket during the school day. He was actually on the playground so he thought it was ok. Well, guess what....it's not ok! They take your phone and detention for three days. Poor thing...he told me afterwards the kids in detention kept getting into trouble and I was glad to tell him that is a place he doesn't 'fit in', which is a good thing. Out of his element for sure.

I hope everyone has a great and productive/relaxing weekend.

1. New experiences and possibilities are definitely in my future yet it is totally up to me as to what that entails.

2. Taking an unexpected turn on a daily walk (or drive) can allow you to see unexpected pleasure of nature.

3. I'm looking forward to my life settling down and getting back to some type of normalcy.

4. If you would have told me this would be my life ten years ago, I would never have imagined.

5. Try to find a little humor in everything. I promise its there.

6. Being wicked loyal, a good listener, able to forgive, able laugh at myself and make others laugh even if it is at me is what's extraordinary about me.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to just hanging out...that sounds really good, tomorrow my plans include going through the kid's closets and going shopping for their new season of clothes and Sunday, I want to once again try to get things done around the house and run a few miles!

Yipppeeee!!!!

2011-02-11T05:27:00.000-08:00

Well, we all know what day it is and I welcome it with open arms. Hopefully, I only have a half day of work, followed by a little pampering with my beautician, then it is off to Murfreesboro with the kiddos to visit the land of Chuck E. Cheese. That bastard mouse!!
My nephew's sixth birthday is tomorrow and they live in Murfreesboro so we always go a day early to visit the Chuckster and spend the night. The kids love a night in a hotel and being able to swim. I am also going to make a little visit to Target and take Michael to Fleet Feet so he can be fitted for a good pair of running shoes. Doesn't this all sound terribly exciting. I know, I know...it is incredibly hard not to envy a lifestyle such as mine.
On a positive note, I am looking forward to seeing my brothers and sisters in law tomorrow at the party. I haven't seen any of them in what seems like forever and am needing a good catch up session and family time. See folks, this is yet another prime reason to move back closer to my hometown. I feel so far away from everybody that is important to me. :(
I am also looking forward to the warm weekend. I was able to run in my new shoes last Sunday OUTSIDE (i hate treadmills) and am looking forward to doing it again. Thanks Fleet Feet for selling me a fabulous pair of running shoes. I hope everyone has a fabulous and fulfilling Valentine's weekend.

1. Family is very important to me even if that family is by marriage and not blood.

2. Life obviously has it's ups and downs but what is the most important is how you handle the chaos.

3. Trust is a trait I believe all my closest friends possess.

4. Sometimes you just have to jump and hope for the best.

5. Parents are almost always a positive influence, you just have to listen to what they are trying to say.

6. I look back at times and cannot believe what was said.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to see the above paragraph, tomorrow my plans include see the above paragraph and Sunday, I want to straighten up some around the house. It is getting out of control!!

Decided Against It

2011-02-09T18:27:00.000-08:00

I was going to post all the pics of the 'strange place' but there were 25 of them and I got lazy. Please sign into Facebook and look them up......

Friday On Saturday

2011-02-05T07:05:00.000-08:00

Another roller coaster of a week is in my past as I brace for yet another one in two days. Forty to fifty hour work weeks get real old when you cant just come home, prop your feet up and veg for the rest of the night. AHHH, the joys of Momdom where life never stops, not even for one second.

Not that I would technically want it to stop but I do think a nanny would be nice. A fun one but not too much fun...might make me look bad. :)

Nothing much exciting happened this weekend. I was able to do quite a bit of contract work which will yield me a decent extra paycheck...debt free life....here I come!!

I did, however, accidentally stumble upon an interesting place in the upper northern portion of Putnam County. I really cannot quite describe it except for surreal. It is in a mostly non-populated area of the city and looks as if it was hit by a tsunami. The uprooted trees of massive proportion littered alongside the bank of a seemingly innocent creek, debris and other various litter was scattered everywhere from ground to 30 feet up (where trees were still standing), and lastly, parts of old shack like houses demolished when after being swept off their foundations and forced to sift through remnants of rotting tree trunks. It was the weirdest feeling to be there. So weird, I actually put the truck in park and got out. My stupid GPS was what led me here, you know, to take me on a short cut. Normally, I have it out with my little global friend when he does this to me but this time I thanked him. I did, however, end up turning around in a very narrow area where the width of the gravel road kept getting smaller and smaller. Hoping the area I was backing into wasn't soft creek pebbles but some kind of substantial gravel.

Anywho, I know this is probably weird to read but I really don't know how to describe it. I am going back tomorrow to show my boys and take some picture. I am sure the pics won't even come close to doing it justice but I will make an attempt and post them later.

1. We are on this earth because someone has an interesting sense of humor and wanted to see what would happen if a bunch of different types of peeps where thrown into a mix and left to their own devices.

2. Something I would never like to experience is being lost in the wilderness or desert for days and having to forage for food and water. I would probably die in an hour!!!

3. One of the hardest things for me to learn is to sit back and let the world and life happen.

4. I can let life affect me so that it is hard to stay connected.

5. I remember the way that made me feel and hope to never forget it.

6. My children are one of the best parts of my life. (even thought I need a break sometimes)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to eating out and spending time with my mom, tomorrow my plans include lounging, lounging and basketball and Sunday, I want to revisit that strange place and take some awesome pictures.

It's Over....Really??

2011-01-28T05:14:00.001-08:00

Wow, this week is already over. What the hell? One minute I was complaining about it being Monday and then....bam....over...another week of my life left to the history books. I only had to work 3 days this week thanks to the continuing education clause in my license renewal, which is required every year. Wow, that last sentence was a grammatical nightmare....anywho....I drove to Murfreesboro on Wednesday morning in a Tennessee 'Snow Storm' had class until five, shopped at Target, bought a pair of custom running shoes at Fleet Feet and then submerged myself in a great bottle of wine from Argentina, a People magazine and American Idol. No kids, wine, mag, show, Embassy.....BRING IT! Good times, good times. I begin to look back on those two days with a twinge of disdain (only because I really didn't miss my kids too bad) but quickly realize I have to take advantage of times like this.

I am the run on sentence queen!

1. Up is seriously the only direction I can go from here.

2. They say there is a virus going around however, I am not familiar with said virus nor the people who are saying 'its' going around.

3. Coats and scarves, mittens and boots: garb I would like to don only two to three days per year.

4. Because of my profession people often request a nice back rub. Hello, why would I want to bring my work home with me.

5. I'm thinking about my future which I am sure does not include selling my house in a timely manner.

6. What is now will hopefully be will be....without all the disturbances.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to playing a little Green Day Rock Band with my son and compete with the PREMIER of a new Spongebob...how will I ever compete, tomorrow my plans include getting the items together for Michael's science project and Sunday, I want to watch Michael acolyte at church, chill, and maybe try out my new kick ass running shoes!

Late, Late, Late

2011-01-22T06:58:00.000-08:00

I believe being late is the story of my life. It all started almost 40 years ago when I decided to enter into the world almost 2 weeks late. (My poor mother) Apparently, that incident has set the tone for my entire life. That is the story I am sticking to anyway. Let's take this blog, for example. Late again, which I do realize is a serious personal problem. For some reason the fact that yesterday was Friday didn't register in my brain. I think I am going to blame this particular instance on the snowfall. I had to get out of the house and focus on getting to work safely while other people had the pleasure of lounging in the bed. :) So not fair!
At this point I am in pout mode in regards to all the snow. I am SICK of the white stuff people. I need warmth...I need to feel the warm sun on my skin...I need to don shorts and bikini tops as I dig in the mulch beds...I need my summer Fridays off!!!!

1. So many of us settle for whatever situation we are in instead of saying 'life is too short for us to allow tolerance and acceptance for certain things'

2. I have in my past and will continue in my future to keep my head up and a smile on my face at least 80% of the time even in hardship.

3. Those who are accepting of other people's quirks and differences can become more accepting of their own.

4. My future is waiting quietly.

5. Light is in both the genuine smile on the face of someone you care about and the incessant giggle of a child.

6. of all that is ordinary. (I am struggling with this one so I am leaving it blank for now. I cant seem to find anything that makes sense)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I am looking forward to eating pizza and hanging out with my extended family, tomorrow my plans include bowling or skating with the kids with a late basketball game for Michael and Sunday, I want to get some little things done around the house because those little things add up to big things.

I Thought It Was Yesterday...

2011-01-14T04:42:00.000-08:00

All day yesterday it felt like Friday which was a huge disappointment because....well.....you guessed it....it was only Thursday. I haven't had that difficult of a week but trying to do my job when it has snowed 6 inches is very difficult. I was worried at first that I would have to use a few vacation days only to sit at home and look outside but luckily I was able to work. Vacation days should be used for VACATION....sun, beach, bikini, adult fruity beverage....you get the point.
I am so glad today is Friday......

1. Right now I need a pedicure and an hour long massage.

2. German chocolate cake coffee is what's in my glass.

3. A copy of this letter will be forwarded to the FBI in the event of my disappearance.

4. Imbibing hot chocolate is best with a spoon.

5. The best movie I've seen lately is Pulp Fiction. Was in the mood for a little Quentin Tarantino.

6. There are numerous things that I like; but only a few that I love.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to spending a little time with my mom and being there for a distraught friend, tomorrow my plans include racquetball for me, basketball for Michael and Sunday, I want to spend a little time with the boys and maybe go bowling or something.

Discombobulated Friday

2011-01-07T05:23:00.001-08:00

So far this day should be described as Freaky Friday. Is today the 13th? NOPE. Was there a full moon in our recent past or in the recent future? Not that I am aware of. However, this day has presented itself with a wide array of weird events. To start of the morning, I discover that school in Putnam county are closed today. Why? Your guess is as good as mine. The roads are virtually dry and there is nary a flake falling. A pre-emptive attack? Who knows....personally, I think it is rather silly to close a school for an impending snowfall instead of closing it for actual confirmation of said snow. If they keep this up, the kids will be going to school into July....wait...they start school in July which means they wouldn't get a summer break at all. That would be AWESOME! not really.
Secondly, I am sitting at a red light minding my own business. Suddenly, I am becoming a witness to a car accident which is unfolding right in front of me. A guy in a pick up truck made a left turn on green (no arrow) right in front of an oncoming vehicle. Well, that's just GREAT! Since I was the only one to witness it, I decided to do my duty and wait for the cop to finish so I could give a statement.
This has been my day so far and all of this has been before eight. I feel as if I should approach the rest of my day with trepidation....the signs are everywhere.....watch for the signs!!!

1. It's 2011; I am really wanting a good year. I want it, I deserve it and I really really need it.

2. I cannot begin to express how much I love fried dill pickles. Cock of the Walk, by Opryland, has the best pickles followed closely by Captain D's. I consider myself a pickle connoisseur of sorts!!

3. Thankfully I have my health and the health of my family. I know this sounds incredibly cliche but we are seriously blessed. No allergies...nothing.

4. You can make virtually any moment into the best thing in life.

5. I am so glad Christmas is over. Not a to be a bah humbug but I am glad to have my home back to normal and schedules back on track.

6. I love to bowl even though I supremely suck at it.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a calm evening with the family and not having to cook (we have not had restaurant food in a week, so proud of the money saving and the effort), tomorrow my plans include teaching a friend to play racquetball, attending Michael's first basketball game and grilling a few racks of ribs for evening dinner (I have been Jonesing for some ribs), and Sunday, I want to relax, stay warm and catch up on some movie viewing. (I wonder if I am seriously capable of taking it easy for an entire day?)

I Should Have Known (A Poem)

2010-12-31T05:45:00.000-08:00

I should have known my future as I settled in for the night;

the kids getting ready for bed without putting up a fight.

I should have known what was to happen since I was ready to relax;

this quiet that had surrounded me was surely going to pass.

I should have know when that first little hand roused me out of my slumber;

it was all going to start at midnight and do me in quite a number.

At the stroke of midnight, Michael approached with tears welled up in his eyes;

telling me he somehow had peed all over his toilet, walls and thighs.

Please quit crying, change your clothes and let mom go back to bed;

I will set my alarm for early in the morning in order to clean the head.

A short time later at the strike of two my youngest took his turn;

cryingly standing at the foot of the bed stating his cheek had started to burn.

I tried to bribe him with a soft place to sleep and rest beside dear old me;

he continued to cry, holding his cheek and went to the bathroom to pee.

The crying went on until well past four as his cheek he continued to hold;

as I contemplated how me getting sleep at this point would surely be considered gold.

Up at six the alarm clock blared as the night turned into day;

surely you jest, I just got comfortable and am ready to hit the hay.

A Friday Fill In Of My Own (Kind Of)

2010-12-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

I get greatly discouraged when the Friday Fill In person doesn't have her weekly post up. Unfortunately, I am not quite creative enough to do one on my own.

This week started out fairly uneventful but turned into a stomach virus/food poisoning tirade involving yours truly. I felt like death on a stick yesterday which included all the usual fun and exciting things associated with the previously mentioned affliction. (I will spare you the details, your welcome). Yesterday was officially the second day I have called in sick at a job since I started working on July 9, 1997. I think my record is pretty good....

Anywho, the boys are beside themselves with Christmas day less than 24 hours away. Now, culminate that with the possibility of over 3 inches of snow...well...you get the picture. If it does snow tonight and we get more than a dusting, this will be the 10th measurable snowfall on Christmas day since weather record keeping began in Nashville in 1884. Pretty cool, huh. At least anyone who reads my blog today will leave with new knowledge.

We probably won't be going to my dad's in Franklin tomorrow due to the impending weather. I like visiting my dad but it is very difficult to pull the kids away from their stuff to drive an hour and a half! This will offer me an appropriate excuse, I suppose.

Tonight will involve our usual tradition of pigging out on finger foods and watching one of the best Christmas movies ever made....drum roll please....Christmas Vacation, of course.

I hope everyone has a wonderful and safe holiday.

Merry Christmas

Only Eight More Days

2010-12-17T06:48:00.000-08:00

Well, we survived the seven inches of snow we had the pleasure of receiving Sunday night. The kids played in it all day but had to come in several times to warm up seeing as the temperature was 15 degrees....brrrrr! This is the only time of the year when I am not too happy about my job. Doing home health means going to peoples homes in the snow and cold. I ended up moving most of my people and seeing as therapy is not a life or death matter, they all understood the postponement. The rest of the week was just odd. I know that sounds like a strange descriptor but even my 10 year old agreed. With school being out for snow, the kids staying up later than usual even though Marshall still went to preschool (late because I couldn't get him awake!), having to change several things around at work, Mom staying with us in the middle of the week (this really messed me up because my brain kept telling me it was Friday, that is the day she usually stays the night), and just generally feeling off. That is the perfect description of how I have felt this week, OFF!
Only 8 more days until Christmas and I have finally finished my shopping. Well, I do have a few small gifts to buy for my assistants but other than that....done. For this I am thankful.
Everyone have a safe and fabulous weekend.

1. What in the world was I thinking getting Marshall a skateboard for Christmas.

2. Whenever I go to Franklin to see my family I always leave well fed. (probably a couple of pounds heavier, too)

3. Go GET WELL!

4. I have got to get my Christmas cards sent out, such a slacker.

5. I keep hoping that miraculously, things will turn out the way they are supposed to.

6. Believe it or not George isn't at home, please leave a message at the beep.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I am looking forward to eating at Blue Coast Burrito and taking the family to the movies, tomorrow my plans include heading to Franklin and celebrating Christmas with my mom's side of the family, and Sunday, I want to enjoy the fabulous present my mom gets me every year....taking the kids for a few days so I can actual orate an entire sentence without interruption. Just when I thought it would never happen in my own home ever again!! Kid free 4 days and 3 nights...heaven.

I Like Torturing Myself

2010-12-10T05:17:00.001-08:00

As the alignment of planets would have it, the night I was to host bunko was the day before my company Christmas party. Guess what, both were going to be hosted at my house. Ahhhhh, the strange comfort of self-induced stress. The seductive siren song only to fall upon the ears of a party maven. I just couldn't resist their sweet melody! Alright, I am being a doofus...but...I have survived bunko night yesterday, had a fabulous time and scored a sweet gift. Tonight, the company party. It will be fun and I will survive and a bottle of wine will be imbibed! This is only for medicinal purposes, of course.

On a different note, mom is doing great. The doctor was able to place more fluid into her expanders and without any additional issues foreseen, her final implant surgery should be the second week of January and all of this will be behind her. She is already walking an hour a day and/or getting on the elliptical for 45 minutes and the doctor just cleared her to lift weights. Lord help us all. I don't think she has a back down button!

I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend. Christmas is in 15 days.....prepare!!

1. I wish all my wishes could be real.

2. ...that's what I'm thinking.

3. Please bring on the presents, smiles and laughs at Christmas. I need it.

4. To watch my children grow up and have their own agenda and interests is so amazing.

5. One of my fondest hopes is to find a place in my life where I am truly happy.

6. People have actually gone out of their way for me at times and I just wanted to say thank you.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to my company Christmas party, tomorrow my plans include cleaning up my house (I am sure) and taking the kids to see Santa**see below**and Sunday, I want to try to relax and not do a lot...I really don't know what that is like!

**Marshall has been talking to a picture of Santa on one of our Christmas cards. He is begging cardboard Santa to bring him a skateboard. Poor thing, this is his expectation of the jolly guy, a printed cartoon type character. So Sad

AHHHHH, Friday!!!

2010-12-03T14:06:00.000-08:00

Wow, could my life slip away any faster. Friday again....REALLY? No complaints, per se, just hard to believe another week of my life is gone. Anywho, the week at a glance:

Mom's recovery is on the upswing (finally). She has rid herself of all infection and will hopefully be ready for more saline in her expanders. New boobs, here we come!! woo hoo
Michael had his first concert last night as a saxophonist. Did fabulous without a hint of nervousness however, when the advanced band was playing, there was a small fire and the entire program had to be evacuated. I guess this will be a concert he will never forget. On a side note, my child is totally at ease being on stage in front of people. I know most of you are thinking 'I know where he gets that from'.....but I interject....yes, I was in the performing arts for years BUT I was worthless during the final seconds of said performance. Once I was on stage, it was all business...dancing, singing, acting, etc. Prior, could almost vomit!! He is not like that and I am so glad.
I have officially and literally wrapped up my Christmas shopping. I have a few gifts that I am debating on buying for some special peeps in my life :) but I may have to break down and get them. They mean that much to me regardless of the cost!!
Marshall is still Marshall. Into everything and running 90 to nothing 24 hours a day. I cannot believe he will start kindergarten in 7 months. God, please help that teacher!

1. The best thing about a birthday celebration is...please...I am the center of attention. As if this part being my favorite is a surprise to anyone.

2. I want to look back sans regret in regards to the passage of time. No should a, would a, could a.

3. I went shopping recently and the most interesting thing I bought was the most awesome pair of Mary Jane snow slippers that are soft, cuddly and grace the presence of my feet every night.

4. Mousetrap is a child's game, however, I bought it for my kids and cannot wait to play it.

5. The reason is there is just an effect on me that I cannot even come close to explaining.

6. I am a big fan snow and cold only if I can be snuggled up inside next to a fire or in a hot tub.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to trying out Blue Coast Burrito and beginning the 1000 light stringing of the tree, tomorrow my plans include 9 a.m. fun run with Michael, followed my a laser tag birthday party for a friend of Michael's, hopefully some telephone time to catch up with peeps, followed by a cross country banquet at 6...kill me now and Sunday, I want to take the kids to Sunday School, finish (for the love of God) putting up the Christmas decorations, making the menus for two big parties I will be hosting at my home next week and watching my kids participate in the Hanging of the Greens at church on Sunday night.

MY WEEKEND IS FULL!!!!

Late...Again. Story of my life!

2010-11-27T07:56:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving was getting close, then it was here, and now....gone! How fast has this holiday season started and Christmas will be here in 27 days. All I can do is cross my eyes and shake my read as a response to that! I was able to kick off my holiday with a 2 1/2 day work week which was sweet. Thursday, we went to my grandmother's house in Franklin where I proceeded to eat way too much as if I could somehow squirrel away some of this yummy food for a later date!

I stayed the night at Cool Springs with a couple of girlfriends so we could get up and just be there for the Black Friday shopping. Toys 'R Us opened at ten o'clock Thursday night and we had a bright idea to go ahead and hit that store to mark if off the Friday list. HAHAHAHAHAHA We found out real quick that the joke was on us. The line to get into the store was over a block and half long. We decided to bail and get back to the hotel to rest up. Black Friday shopping rendered much success and I would venture to say I was able to complete 80% of my shopping without a list, itinerary or agenda.

I have unfortunately discovered that Michael gets harder and harder to shop for the older he gets. He is technically out of the toy stage and is getting incredibly picky over his clothes. I would see a shirt and think 'that's a nice shirt' then the more I would look at it the more I began to second guess his approval of said clothing item. Needless to say, not a lot of clothes purchased for him Friday...he is going to have to start liking to shop if he wants to pick out his own things. (he was reading this as I was typing and just informed me he will never like to shop) I guess we shall see.

I am almost finished with decorating the house for Christmas. I just need to get the downstairs 'adult tree' bought and decorated followed by putting the big 4 foot wreath over the front door...oh....and wrapping lights around my awesomely large cypress trees!!

1. Three things I must have on my Thanksgiving table: mashed potatoes, moist dressing and turnip greens.

2. A couple of Sundays ago I watched movies with the boys sacked out on the couch.

3. This is becoming too complicated at times...I wish it could be done with so I can move on.

4. I have become a little obsessed when I decorate the house for Christmas.

5. Oh, man, thankfully it's almost Christmas and my shopping list is getting shorter.

6. I will perfect the art of movie making. ;)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to sorting through all the gifts and hoping one child doesn't have more than another, tomorrow my plans include putting a big dent in the decorating of the house and Sunday, I want to spend time with my boys and pick out our real tree to put downstairs!

Weekend Update With Yours Truly

2010-11-19T04:32:00.001-08:00

Well, I survived the week being an assistant short, thankfully I had a dear friend who was able to see ten visits which helped immensely. Now, I get to suffer through a (hopefully) 2 day work week in preparation for Thanksgiving and our annual Black Friday extravaganza. Suffer? I think not.

Mom has suffered a small set back in her recovery. She was diagnosed with cellulitis in her right breast and has been put on antibiotics. Hopefully this will clear everything up and forward movement can once again resume.

I am having a hard time believing it is Thanksgiving already. The entire year started.....then all of a sudden....it was gone. I have only bought one present for Christmas...so far behind. I am actually going to start putting up Christmas decorations this weekend to prepare for my bunko group coming here for the December play time. So exciting.

I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend and stays well!

1. Why does everything you want in life have to be so damn complicated to obtain.

2. I want it to be you and me free to see the world.

3. Thank you for letting me be so open about anything without judgement.

4. Christmas is my favorite holiday because all the twinkly lights, a beautiful tree, the actual reason for the season, and the magical way it is viewed in the eyes of a child.

5. I am SO glad this week is over and excited for next week for many, many reasons. ;)

6. Whatever will be is what we make up our minds to be.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to our usual pizza/family time with the possible movie...I have this strange sensation to watch Beetlejuice, tomorrow my plans include finishing my window washing and performing other ancillary tasks around the house and Sunday, I want to watch my beautiful children sing at church followed by taking the kids to see mom for her birthday!

Friday Update.....

2010-11-12T04:30:00.001-08:00

Mom continues to do fabulous following her mastectomy a little over two weeks ago. She started back to work (she telecommutes) the Monday following her surgery and is unstoppable. That is a good word to describe her. I sometimes think I have a little of the unstoppable gene in me but not near the dose she does. I am very very proud of her.
Soccer and cross country are both finished for the season and I am not quite for sure what to do with all my down time. I guess I will try to spend more time doing the little things around the house that no one likes to do and facilitating some things in the house to possibly get it ready to go on the market in the spring.
Michael is growing into quite a young man. Now that he is pulling it together in school (thanks to his ADD medicine) he is starting to excel in his guitar playing and his saxophone playing. I am very impressed with how quickly he has taken up with these instruments and now he is wanting to learn how to play drums. I am not sure if he needs to take on another instrument but we shall see. I would hate to stifle any type of musical interest since it is so important to me. Did I mention that he HAS to listen to NPR every night while he is in bed?
One of my assistants is off next week so my life will officially be hell. Greg sees the patient load of 1 1/2 therapists so when he goes on vacation.....well lets just say.....NIGHTMARE! I hope he just has a miserable time in Jamaica!!! (kidding Greg, I know you read this!)

1. When pigs fly the majority of the people will start earning living instead of walking around with their hand out with a feeling of entitlement.

2. Seventy-five degrees one day and fifty the next....seriously?!

3. Call me Ishmael.

4. I don't know why I like to do that all the time if you know what I mean.

5. The most entertaining person in my life is I surely cannot pick just one because there are so many fabulous people in my life that offer many talents and humor in their own unique way....I simply cannot narrow it down to one person.

6. I will never back down when I know I am absolutely right, who's next?

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to going out and eating a little Mexican food along with a glass of sangria, tomorrow my plans include cleaning a fish tank, going to Old Navy, going to Kohls with a grand finale of a MUCH needed girl's night out at Spankie's and Sunday, I want to go to Sunday school and then hole up in the house for the day!

You Know What Day It Is

2010-11-05T09:10:00.000-07:00

I know this sounds silly but I have been quite unmotivated with all aspects of my life this week. I think it is the onset of winter and the dreary weather we have had. I am hoping my spirits will pick up some toward the end of the weekend when it's supposed to be sunny and in the low 70's. I knew when I was complaining about the oppressive heat this past summer that I would have to eat a little crow. Well, I am eating it by heaping spoonfuls.

1. Sometimes, I wonder what I was specifically put on Earth to do, will I ever discover what that is or am I already realizing it and just not aware.

2. I wish someone could help me find answers and solutions about this whole thing.

3. Small good deeds and/or thoughts go way further than extravagant and showy ones.

4. Self reflection and quiet time is very enlightening.

5. I keep meaning to make changes in my home, life and my surroundings in general but I am still not certain what those changes need to be.

6. I don't know how to get my life where I want it to go...yet.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a quiet dinner with the family at my in-laws as a pre-celebration of Mike's birthday, tomorrow my plans include freezing my butt off in 30 degree weather at 8:30 in the morning at the soccer field followed by going out sans children to celebrate Mike's actual birthday and Sunday, I want to visit my mom in Hermitage and let her spend some time with the kids...she hasn't seen them in over 2 weeks and she is having withdrawals!

Late, As Usual

2010-10-31T10:08:00.000-07:00

This has been a whirlwind of a week due to mom's surgery and it's finally over. Her surgery went without a hitch on Wednesday and the doctors feel this should be close to the end. They removed all of her breast tissue but on outward appearances, she will look the same (if you know what I mean) except for two small scars on the lateral side of each breast. What a blessing.

I hope everyone has a safe and bountiful Halloween.

1. While the cat's away well...we are all aware what happens ;)

2. Spending a quiet evening with the one you love; fabuloso!

3. Children can be such a blessing but can also totally drive you crazy!

4. I like quiet and a little me time when I get home from work or shopping or what have you.

5. This may seem odd, but I enjoy small breaks from the usual rigors of life as I know it.

6. Taking a weekend to myself to reflect and decompress seems like a fine idea to me!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to watching some old movies and eating a yummy hamburger from Bilmar, tomorrow my plans include making my traditional soup buffet for friends to come over and fill up on tomorrow before they trick or treat and Sunday, I want to eat some yummy soup and steal the good candy from my kids (considering dressing up but am not very motivated right now)!

Just for fun, here is a picture of my Bunko group all dressed up...as usual...I lost!

It's Friday.....Freakin' Finally!

2010-10-22T05:16:00.001-07:00

I have had a difficult time focusing on anything this week. I think I am still in vacation mode or at least longing to be there. I want to take another week off, kick the family out of the house, and complete all those menial tasks and touch ups on the house. Anyone who knows me well is aware of how weird I am about my home and it needs love terribly. I wonder how my boss would feel about me taking another week off?
Anywho, mom's mastectomy is in 5 days and she is so ready to be over this already. Who can blame her? She is extremely nervous and would like at least one good night of sleep before the big day. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers.
So glad it's Friday.........

1. One of my strongest beliefs is (as lame as it may sound) that things do happen for a reason and if something is meant to be, it will be, even if you fight like hell for it to not be. The exact opposite is also true.

2. Marshall woke up in the best mood today...laughing and smiling unprovoked.....huge!

3. The sky is cloudy with a threat of rain and wind and cold, so we closed the windows, put the kids to bed and .......

4. A hot bath, a good book and a glass of wine is comforting to me.

5. I always thought I'd be a good mother....boy was I surprised!

6. I finished handing out the last bit of candy to the trick or treaters and then I went outside to look at the full moon.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to helping with the Haunted Half Marathon..I am the packet hander outer, tomorrow my plans include OMG three soccer games...one 30 minute for Marshall and two 90 min for Michael...arrgg and Sunday, I want to try to get back into the Sunday School grove followed by some fun at Bacchanal. I cant afford to bid on anything but it's fun to go and watch the richies make bids.

Late Evening Friday Fill Ins

2010-10-15T16:42:00.000-07:00

A brief catch up: The first week after a vacation is extremely exhausted. I feel as if I worked my butt off at work and yet it was quite manageable. Anywho, must be the 'everything else going on' which is mostly in regards to my mother. She is going to have a simple mastectomy on both breasts on the 27th of this month. They are just going to take out the breast tissue so (without going into a lot of anatomical detail) from the outward appearance, she will be the same except for a scar. We are all very thankful this is a non-invasive cancer and nothing else in her body has been affected. Her lymph nodes are clean and no follow up radiation or chemo. After 2 months, she can have her implants put back in so...there you have it. Our family's first brush with cancer and this is going back >3 generations. We are very fortunate and blessed to have good genes and a hell of an immune system. Thank goodness it is Friday, enjoy your weekend and here we go......

1. Wow, it's already the weekend again. This week went fast and I am not complaining.

2. What two people can achieve if they work together can be beautiful.

3. My favorite way to start a day is a good cup of coffee, a satisfying work out and 'other things'.

4. I heard a whack, a thud, and he walked in the door holding a pumpkin. (or what appeared to be)

5. I look out my window and see nothing because it is dark outside and with the light on in the house.....you get the point.

6. You know what subject I've been thinking about lately.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a hopefully quiet night peppered with some good phone conversation, tomorrow my plans include soccer, soccer and spending some time with my mom and Sunday, I want to attempt to get back into the Sunday School routine and hopefully get a few of the little things that need to be accomplished around the house.

Sunday Late Fill Ins

2010-10-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

Brief update: We returned from our extended vacation last night about 7ish and I was so happy to be home. There truly is no place like it. The boys enjoyed their surprise one day trip to Huntsville followed by a week in Florida. The weather was perfect. Upper 50's for the lows, lower 80's for the highs and not even a hint of precipitation for the entire week. The hotel we stayed in was nice and 1/4 occupied while during our week but started to explode with peeps on the last day of our stay. I was glad we were leaving at that point and thankful I picked the first week of fall break to go and not the second week. It would have been a much different experience.

1. My favorite month is September (a normal one) because it's warm during the day, a little chilly in the evening, humidity has taken a hike and it is starting to smell like fall.

2. If the temperature is anywhere in the 60's I open up all the windows to let in a fresh breeze.

3. I love to sniff a little after watching a good movie that had a hint of a tear jerk.

4. IHOP Pancake combo with scrambled eggs, my bacon crispy and my pancakes grain 'n nut with butter pecan syrup is what I like to have as a treat for breakfast. (I can be very particular)

5. The hobby I enjoy most is (I have to pick one!) hmmm..I somewhat enjoy exercise, I thoroughly enjoy reading and listening to music.

6. Ingenuity comes from being bent on getting what you want and it is amazing the cleverness it breeds, oh my!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to enjoying my last night in Florida, tomorrow my plans include driving, driving, driving and a little of that ingenuity I spoke of and Sunday, I want to make a stab at making pumpkin soup, by a new fish for Michael, get the fall decorations out (Fall and Halloween are my favorite times of the year) and enjoy my last day of vacation.

Triathlon Mark UP

2010-09-27T16:22:00.000-07:00

Well, my first triathlon was this weekend and I think I am officially addicted. I am still trying to figure out why they put your number on every limb except your right leg and they put your age on that limb. Weird...is there a chance I may be dismembered on this course? If so, no one said a damn word! This is the only thing I can reasonably deduct from the multi limb markings!!

Anywho, I did finish and not in last. I was fourth in my age group so there you have it. I did get passed during the cycling by a 75 year old man. That is a real kick in the head..I wanted to catch up with him and kick his bike but I figured this would be bad sportsmanship therefore I refrained. Well, the first one is down and not really so bad....I am seriously going to kick ass on the next one. We half ass trained for the last one. I am curious to see what would happen with a 3/4 ass attempt!

P.S. Crystal, just do your first one (triathlon that is) and get it over with. It will drive you to train for the next one. Trust me, you will kick yourself if you dont.

Hitch In The Giddy Up

2010-09-11T17:04:00.000-07:00

Well, there was not a Friday Fill In from my usual source, fill ins! So here I am exposed, naked and with no real direction. So here I go with my haphazard and impromptu update.....

Mom's second surgery (breast tissue biopsy) was performed last Thursday and the results were good and not good.
Positive part: 1. non-invasive cancer 2. lymph nodes are clean.
Negative part: Cancer is 'peppered' within her right breast therefore the biopsy margins were not clean...again.
Conclusion: She will undergo a bilateral (both) simple mastectomy next month sometime in order to remove all the affected tissue. They will be able to perform the removal and the reconstruction during the same surgery. This is good!! In other words, if one was to have breast cancer...this is the one to have. Don't get me wrong, I am not trying to minimize this...simply trying to stay as positive as possible.

My Friday Fill Ins are going to be totally lame and may only contain one thing!!!!

1. As for tonight (Friday) we are going to Fall Fest to eat, play and listen to some good local music, tomorrow includes soccer, soccer and cleaning out some items we no longer use, and Sunday...continued triathlon (triathalon) training and general chilling out.

2. Why do we continue to ask the question 'why' instead of the question ' why not!'

3. With some gumption and fortitude anything (including this) is possible.

Small Catch Up and Happy Labor Day

2010-09-03T04:49:00.000-07:00

I have been a little distracted over the past three weeks or so due to my Mom's recent diagnosis with breast cancer. It started as a small symmetrical circle which the doctor assured her is was nothing (there is usually nothing symmetrical about cancer) and let her decide if she wanted it removed or not. At first she decided to let it be...that is until she spoke to me. The conversation was just short of me twisting her arm behind her back and making her have it removed. She finally relented to my plea and had it removed.
The doctor came into her room after surgery, mouth agape, and told her it was cancer. We were all shocked (including the doc). That was 3 weeks ago. This past Thursday, they went back in to biopsy some lymph nodes at take out some additional tissue in her breast. He felt that will be the end of it all and her lymphatic system is most likely clean....THANK GOODNESS! So here we are waiting for the final say of cancer free. I really wish they could figure that out within hours of removal! She will still receive 5 weeks of radiation as a precaution then this will hopefully all be behind us. Please keep mom in your thoughts and/or prayers. She is handling this 100 times better than I would if the role was reversed.

1. Family time is important but one should not discount having quiet me time either.

2. I have thoughts that keep going back and forth without resolution.

3. I love a cool fall night in front of the fire outside and wrapped in a blanket.

4. Anything Italian makes a good meal.

5. I've got the best career I could ever hope for.

6. I guess timing it truly everything: wth!!!
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to going to dinner with my youngest while my oldest heads to the high school football game, tomorrow my plans include cross country for Michael and hanging out with mom, and Sunday, I want to get the boat on Dale Hollow Lake and tube with the kids for a while.

My Two Week Writer's Block

2010-08-27T16:24:00.000-07:00

Seriously, it is not as if nothing is going on in our lives for me to write about. It is simply too much to write and who really wants to know all the gritty details of our typical family life. Who are we?? The Kardashians or something.....I think not!
Michael is in the full throws of 5th grade and loving it. I am so thankful he doesn't have any of the angst I always did during my school career. The backwardness and insecurities can almost cripple a person.
Just so I can get some sympathy, (which I know I will not get) here is our schedule:
Monday: 4:00 guitar, 5:30-6:45 Cross Country
Tuesday: 5:30-6:45 Cross Country
Wednesday: 4:30-6:00 Kids Church Stuff
Thursday: 5:30-6:45 Cross Country
Friday: Marshall soccer practice 4:30-5:00, Michael 5:00-6:00
Saturday: Potpourri of soccer games and cross country meets
Sunday: COMA
Although there is a hell of a lot more going on than that, I am simply too tired and brain fried to even attempt a lucid and flowing blog entry. Therefore, all I have are the fill-ins babe!

1. You do your thing; I do mine and sometimes they are the exact opposites of our true personalities.

2. How to spend all my down time is what's been on my mind on and off all day.

3. Remember when you kept batting away all the spider webs and then wouldn't kill the one hanging from the rafters. (doofus)

4. Exercising, french fries and texting are three of my favorite obsessions :-)

5. During the last year I have done some significant soul searching with decent results.

6. Being around certain people puts a smile on my face.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to soccer practice, pizza and the local ice cream parlor with my little men, tomorrow my plans include breakfast at IHOP, soccer games and a weenie roast in the evening and Sunday, I want to use my 30% off coupon wisely at the Gap, Old Navy and BR. Bring on the bargains baby.

OMG, It's Finally Here...Hello Baby!

2010-08-13T04:40:00.000-07:00

I have been yearning for Friday all week. Not this has been a bad week (well, not yet but I may find out more medical news regarding a family member today) but it could all go to hell in a hand basket at any moment! My triathlon training is going OK I guess. I only rode 3 times this week and ran once. So much for the training. Maybe I will just do it and make a complete fool of myself!! Next week we start swimming and I am not quite sure how I will fare attempting a half mile. I guess we shall see or not, depending on what the outcome is.
Michael is officially the epitome of the over scheduled child. He has added learning to play the saxophone to his list of stuff. The thing is, the more he has to do the better he is at getting it done and getting it done well. Too much time on his hands leads to procrastination and a half ass job done so so. I wonder where he gets that from? Yes, this rhetorical. I am well aware I perform at my best going nine to nothing. In retrospect, I have ADHD and Michael was diagnosed with ADD (non-medicated) last year...hmmm...maybe this is what helps peeps like us.
Michael has also started his 9 week sex ed class at church. Scary, eh? It is taught by his pediatrician who also attends our church and it is Christian based with Bible verses to correlate the teachings, etc., etc.... Oh, and it's not just 9 weeks of sex! They talk about all aspects of adolescence: Conformity, self esteem, peer pressure, puberty. I am pleased with the well roundness of the program.
I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend, I know I am.

1. Music is truly something I could not live without. It is incorporated into my everyday!

2. The sunrise and a singing bird or two is what I like first thing in the morning.

3. The first thing I said this morning was: I cannot believe it is already 5:20.

4. Funnel cakes and foot long hot dogs; it's what's for dinner tonight.

5. It's all been a definite learning experience.

6. Calling in sick and going to a park is what I feel like doing right now.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to woo hoo it's the Putnam County fair baby, tomorrow my plans include recovering from my fair hangover and trying to stay cool, and Sunday, I want to be chillaxin by the pool.

Friday Fill Ins

2010-08-06T04:58:00.001-07:00

As this week comes to a close, I have found it harder and harder to keep myself from relishing in self pity. This week started off ok but the gradual onslaught of little things finally piled up and morphed into a big thing. I was still able to keep it together because all the little things were truly little when broken down into pieces. Anywho, I then received some startling medical news about a close family member and that was the proverbial straw. I don't want to share exactly what it all entails until I know more. I just want this week to end and start another one anew.
On a more positive note, the triathlon training is going fairly well. I focused on biking all week and was able to ride almost 50 miles. Two days a week I am only able to ride 6 miles in the morning on Tuesdays and Thursdays because Michael wants to ride with me. How cool is it that my ten year old sets his alarm clock for 5:30 two days a week to ride with mom.

1. Life is meant to take full advantage of and that is exactly what I intend to do.

2. No matter how hard this is I intend to keep going.

3. My last text message (or IM) ended in these three words: one by Tuesday.

4. An extremely fattening and high carb Italian meal is what I'm thinking about for dinner sometime soon.

5. On the 1st day of August my true love gave to me...a fireplace for the patio!

6. I am often described as lively and energetic.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to taking a deep breath and let the problems of the week wash off of me, tomorrow my plans include spending some time with my mom and celebrating my 19th wedding anniversary and Sunday, I want to start gearing up for the work week. I cannot believe how fast the weekends go.

Friday Work Day....boooooo

2010-07-30T04:12:00.000-07:00

This has been an extremely hectic week full of all of our usual activities compiled with Michael starting 5th grade. I cannot believe my eldest is already in middle school. When did this happen?
I remind him every day, much to his chagrin I am sure, about responsibility. He will be changing classes seven times a day and be responsible for a locker. I cannot believe how they rip the children out of the sanctity of elementary school and throw them into a 5-8th middle school. I feel children without armpit hair should be separated from children with armpit hair. Further more on my digression...if you are developing armpit hair as a boy or anything resembling breasts as a girl, you butt should not be on any type of frog slide at the YMCA or any waterpark for that matter. Ok, I am finished. Michael is also on the cross country (CC) team at his new school and they practice three days a week. I am not looking forward to soccer starting because life as we know it will be over. Guitar lessons one day a week, cross country 3 days a week, soccer practice one day a week and one cross country meet/one soccer game on the weekend. Goodbye life, goodbye free time.
It has been interesting to let Michael go a little and delve into things he is interested in. He has taken it upon himself to start running CC barefoot and has discovered this allows him to finish and not be as tired. He also joined the band at school and wants to learn to play the snare drum. Since I love music so much it has been a pleasure to see him want to learn the guitar and now the drums. His most current repertoire of guitar songs are Smoke On The Water and Ironman. He does quite well but that may be a mother's opinion.
Since I am working today, I guess I should get busy. Oh, how I will miss you my three day weekend but I am hoping you return soon.

1. I'm going to quit worrying about every dang thing and let the chips fall where they may.

2. I have never heard anyone describe me with the words adventure and daring.

3. Perhaps today you can make it a point to chat, catch up and forgive.

4. I would like to adopt and appreciate a true adventurer’s spirit.

5. Compassion is something I am not short of .

6. I will find an answer and a solution to this no matter how difficult. Because that is the kind of girl I am.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to hanging out with the family and hopefully having a good night, tomorrow my plans include Michael getting his physical for CC and maybe some poolside activity and Sunday, I want to train with Cerina on my new road bike...we are going to try and bike 20 miles. I know I can, I know I can.

The Aftermath

2010-07-25T10:20:00.001-07:00

Cerina and I completed the first phase of training for our triathlon by doing our own biathlon! We survived...she more than I because she has been running half marathons for a while. I also discovered that a hybrid Trek bicycle is not made for long distance riding. So, the mission is to find a used road bike seeing as I don't have two grand sitting around to spend on a new one. I rode the 10 mile bike ride fairly effortlessly but having a 3 minute rest before going into a 2 mile jog was almost too much. I ended up walking a half mile but I am relatively pleased since this was my first day of training. We finished in an hour and 10 minutes...not too shabby for some beginners. Don't laugh at the after picture of Cerina and I. Well, I know you guys won't laugh at her because she is one of those girls who is gorgeous at all times. I guess I wont hold it against her. I hope everyone has a fabulous week.

Farewell Three Day Weekends And Other Random Things

2010-07-24T14:29:00.000-07:00

My last three day weekend for a while is coming to a close at an alarming rate. For once, I decided to spend my last Friday off doing something my eldest wanted to do instead of something I wanted to do. So, we spent a one hundred degree day at a moob packed Nashville Shores. It was alarming at best so I tried to focus on people who should be wearing a swimsuit with pride. Does that sound shallow....yes....do I offer any apology....what do you think?

Today was filled with nothing, nothing, and haircuts for the boys...oh yea...I bathed and washed my hair. That was pretty much it. I think we all had our fill of the outside yesterday and deserved a break today. Furthermore, we promised Michael we would take the boat out Sunday and let him tube for a while. Sweltering heat, here we come! I am so excited I could just wet my pants.

On another note for tomorrow's plans...I am the lucky girl meeting a girlfriend of mine at 6 a.m. to ride 10 miles on the old cycle followed by running two miles. woo hoo for me. Our triathlon is at the end of next month and we have to get serious about our training. I am so much more motivated when someone else is up my booty to do it....thanks Cerina. With your help I will lose my last few pounds and see 130 again. (this morning's weigh in.....133.8) OMG, I am almost there. As for the pictures at the bottom of the blog...the boys after their cuts and I decided to jump in the mix.
Now for my extremely late Friday Fill Ins. I was rather distracted yesterday and that is my only excuse.

1. I feel the need to jump on a couch and yell.......

2. I wish we had all the time in the world to catch up, and then some.

3. Do what you do, what you do, what you did to me.

4. I know this isn't completely unique but it is definitely different.

5. It's hard to know how much or how capable you are of loving someone but I am willing to find out.

6. Once the first step is taken, the rest just follows suit.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to recovering from Nashville Shores, tomorrow my plans include lounging at home, getting the boy's hair cut, and seeing my mom and Sunday, I want to survive my triathlon training and afternoon on the lake.

Birthday Hanukkuh

2010-07-17T16:37:00.000-07:00

Just a brief little update on my month long birthday. Finally was able to schedule some time with my peeps and celebrate the last bday in my thirties. Of course we went to Crawdaddys...my favorite favorite favorite place. Good times with some extremely intelligent, opinionated and insightful women. You ladies keep me on my toes. What more could a girl want.

Friday Friday Friday Friday Friday Friday

2010-07-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

1. This is what life does. It lets you go in whichever direction you want.

2. And did you appreciate the moment?

3. Upon reflection my regrets are minimal.

4. I hope this continues for quite a long time.

5. Later, you wake up and thankfully it was only a dream.

6. We took a long drive so we can take in the view of the far and boundless sea.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to celebrating my birthday with my girlfriends, tomorrow my plans include swimming and general relaxation and Sunday, I want to hopefully take the boat out and get in some lake time.

Silly Time

2010-07-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

We had a great trip to Chattanooga but I am running late as usual and there is no time to elaborate. I intend to get pics up on Facebook this evening with a few added to the blog.

We decided to have an evening of pampering when we got home. Yes, even boys need to learn how to treat themselves and relax!! Happy Tuesday.

Counting Down

2010-07-09T04:51:00.000-07:00

Boo hoo, after this Friday I only have 2 more three day weekends left. After that, school starts and I can hardly believe it. Who in the world starts school in July? I guess that is a rhetorical question because I already know who it is. (Great, now I have the damn Final Countdown song in my head)
I finally get to see my babies today. My mom has had them since MONDAY! Can you believe it? Although I have enjoyed the ever so brief glimpse into my life before children, it has been kind of boring without all the ruckus. We are planning an exciting day at Nashville Shores and have decided we won't melt in the rain the weather dude is predicting. I am hanging onto the word 'scattered' like grim death. After we finish at the waterpark, I have made impromptu reservations in Chattanooga for the weekend to surprise the boys. I just had this wild hair last night to go somewhere and click click click of the keyboard....we are southeast bound.
I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend.

1. Layers of understanding is what I hope is bestowed upon me.

2. I have not one iota of insight into this situation.

3. I'd be willing to bet the reason for everything will come into view (eventually)

4. Barking right back scares the dog.

5. I'm fond of ...well the usual answer would be my children with I am extremely fond of but I really am fond of making people laugh, too.

6. Some of the hotel rates in Chattanooga were just way too much!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to making it to Chattanooga safely and relaxing poolside at the Marriott, tomorrow my plans include more Chatt fun and enjoyment and Sunday, I want to make it home safely with all of my sanity intact.

End Of An Era

2010-07-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

I guess the end of my thirtieth era, so to speak. Today, a little before 10 a.m., I will officially be 39 years old. I am not depressed about peering over the edge of 40, really I am not! I have too many blessings in my life to feel that way. Yes, I know people writing about their 'blessings' has almost become cliche but there is no other way to word it. Therefore I shall join the ranks of cliche! The number one all consuming blessing in my life which no amount of money in the world can buy is the health of family. We are so very fortunate. No one in the family takes prescriptions of any kind, aspirin/ibuprofen expires in our house before it can be completely consumed, I have had less than a dozen headaches in my entire life (mom says I give them that is why I don't get them, RUDE!), I had the ability to lift weights three times , run four miles in 40 minutes, and take a 13 mile bike ride in 60 minutes all in the same week.
Yes, I suppose I am bragging a bit but this is my blog and I can write whatever I want!! ;) My only wish is for a pill to cure Crazy 3-almost 4 year old syndrome. Has anyone ever heard of or experienced this?
Anywho, no significant complaints for my 39th birthday...only praises, a few thoughts in my head, and some tough considerations/future options way down deep in my head!
As for my birthday present from my husband....a gourmet meal (Mike is a hell of a cook). My mom has so lovingly kept the kids from Sunday until tomorrow which has been so relaxing and we will actually be able to enjoy our meal without 15 kid requests and cleaning up spilled whatever.
Have a great day!

Reverse Three Day

2010-07-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

I actually have a reverse three day weekend compared to most. I have to work on Monday..booo...but I am off today. I am not really complaining as I will take what I can get. Nothing to terribly exciting to report. Michael has his last day of soccer camp today and he has thoroughly enjoyed it. He has learned lots of maneuvers, drills and tricks so hopefully he will want to play travel soccer now.
On a different note...how about the weather this morning? We all donned light jackets to sit outside because it was so cool. How weird is that?
I hope everyone has a safe and fabulous Fourth of July holiday.

1. When it's quiet I can let my mind roam wherever it may want to go.

2. A few days or weeks away seems like a months.

3. My heart is hmmm, I suppose my heart is exactly where I want it to be right now.

4. My last birthday in my 30's is this July.

5. In the town where I was born there is heck of a lot more going on than in this town. I miss it dearly.

6. Listening without any pre-conceived notions is something I really love about my significant other / friend.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to spending as much time outside as possible to enjoy this blessing of weather we have, tomorrow my plans include typical poolside activity and Sunday, I want to head to my mother's house to hang out for the 4th and actually leave my kids there for a few days!! Whoo hoo....I love Mommy down time!

Our New Neighbors

2010-06-27T17:14:00.000-07:00

Will I Ever Grow Tired Of Three Day Weekends?

2010-06-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

This week was fairly uneventful. Lot's of family time spent outside despite the oppressive heat thanks to a fan! Marshall is acquiring his sea legs....and fast. Not only is he jumping in the deep end and swimming without his swimmies, he is now turning front flips underwater. No nose holding...no partial to the side kind of flip....I mean a flip. I cannot believe how fast he turned from a land lubber to a dolphin.

1. On vacation, I like to literally do nothing. Make a small breakfast, sit by the pool/ocean, have a few adult cocktails, get in the pool/ocean, eat small dinner, and just hang out all week without a watch!

2. I don't really enjoy swimming in the ocean. Too many creepy crawlies and sand in your crotch!

3. One of my favorite vacation spots was Costa Rica. We were on the pacific side and not only was it breathtaking but extremely relaxing.

4. I truly feel the full moon makes people do weird things. If it controls the tide, why could it not affect us in some way.

5. Up, up and away in my beautiful Zeppelin.

6. Bananas; I actually worked the name of this fruit into a 20 minute conversation four times. Must be a world record.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a fire in the outdoors and relaxing with the family, tomorrow my plans include taking my new running shoes for a spin around this side of Cookeville and Sunday, I want to lament the last day off of my weekend.

Summer Summer Summer

2010-06-22T16:56:00.001-07:00

Just wanted to share some really cool action shots from my new camera. It can take 2 pictures per second.....awesome!!! I will really begin to appreciate this during sporting events. I hope you enjoy these as much as I did taking them.

Weekend Closer

2010-06-20T15:34:00.000-07:00

Wow, just when I thought I couldn't be more non-productive on a weekend, I totally outdo myself. I am such an overachiever!!! I went all out on Friday taking the family to the little water park thingie in the thriving metropolis of McMinnville and it was all downhill after that. Saturday consisted of laziness to the nth degree followed by a wedding reception for one of my assistants. I was looking fabulous in my fav black and white sundress (ad nauseam) but it was hot as hell and I thought I was going to die. I never thought I could actually yearn/pray/beg for a breeze, current, draft, gust, zephyr, whiff, waft, flurry or puff of air. I think we had to swim to the car...gotta love summer.
We decided not to take the boat out today due to the oppressive heat. 100 degree+ heat on a boat is not any fun. I don't care that you are surrounded by water!!
In closing, some pics of the kids, the garden, and our first two tomatoes of the season....woo hoo.

Mid Afternoon Fill Ins

2010-06-18T13:51:00.000-07:00

This is the first opportunity I have had today to actually be on a computer so I am late on the draw! Anyway, I had the pleasure of sleeping in until 6:30 in the morning. My eldest was the one who woke me up and since we were both up at a decent time...we decided to go for a run. It was short (2 miles) but enjoyable. I am glad Michael has decided to 'own' his position on the cross country team and take the training part into his own hands. Next, we packed a bag and cooler and headed to McMinnville...why you ask...because they have a pretty cool civic complex complete with huge pool (with water fun features, water slides and high/low dives), tennis courts, batting cages, and large playground. Since it is only 4 dollars to get in we like to take the kids and head out. Four hours later....I am finally home and exhausted. It is amazing how tired sitting by a pool, reading People magazine, and sipping Diet Coke can be!!! Off we go.....

1. I wish my children's bedtime was 6:58.

2. It was the reason, of course, we decided to walk on the trail through the woods.

3. Attempting to blog incessantly is something I no longer feel the need to do.

4. I have another errand to run, then into my comfy summer evening at home clothes, a glass of wine and my favorite cigar (Monte Cristo) on the patio.

5. I wasn't the last one to wear it...just go find it!

6. What were once vices have become comfortably incorporated into my life~~

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to our Friday chicken/spinach artichoke pizza and chillin', tomorrow my plans include a wedding reception for my assistant, and Sunday, I want to enjoy Father's Day with Mike and the kids on the boat in the oppressive heat!!

The Beginning Of A Three Day Weekend

2010-06-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

Hopefully this Friday is the kickoff to the next several Fridays I plan on taking off. If all goes as planned, my vacation will be spread out over the entire summer instead of one fatal swoop of a week, i.e. no workie on Fridays for the next six weeks!
A brief catch up of the past week or two in bullet form (ode to Crystal) as this is my favorite way.

Michael is officially finished with elementary school and shall grace the threshold of middle school next month. It is unfathomable his five years at Capshaw are over. Fourth grade had a lovely graduation ceremony and were presented with awards. I would like to say that all children did not receive awards but mine received two. (yes, this is shameless bragging). First he was awarded the President's Award for Educational Excellence and second he received an award for having an A/B average. Must take after his extremely intelligent mother.
Michael started Cross Country practice last Monday and seemed very excited about it. He said it kicked his butt however I think he is going to see this as a challenge instead of giving up because it is hard..which is something he has a tendency to do.
I finally received the tome of an owner's manual for my new Rebel XT camera...Holy Crap it reads like an owner's manual! I am going to cheat a little and take a photography class at the local college and have someone just spell it out for me and hold my hand. I am looking forward to taking my own pictures of the family and not having to pay someone else a ridiculous sum to do so.
Marshall finished his first season of soccer with a thud. We had to beg him to even get out on the field. Michael on the other hand finished with an amazing game and blocked the tie breaker the other team had attempted. It was Michael (as goalie) against one person from the other team....man to man....less than 20 feet away and he stuffed it right back in his face. I was a nervous wreck

1. Being pampered at a day spa feels great.

2. The solution is usually simple yet we try to make it complicated.

3. Every night it is really hard for me to fall asleep.

4. How about people making more of an effort to mind their own business.

5. Being a little selfish and stealing a little time for yourself is something I highly recommend!

6. Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do. Nothing to kill or die for...

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to chillin' with my mom, tomorrow my plans include swimming and stealing some me time and Sunday, I want to hopefully get something accomplished even though I have no idea what that will be.

You Know What Day It Is.....

2010-06-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

Once again....I have been busier than a one armed well digger! The only thing keeping me afloat is the fact that I have four day work weeks through the summer. I wish I could just take the whole summer off and hang out with the kids but I don't think that is in the cards.
This morning I discovered a tear in my right contact. Needless to say my depth perception is all askew and most things are blurry. This ought to make for an interesting day of home health and driving! Look out if you are in the Cookeville area.

1. Anywhere sandy and sunny is my favorite place to travel to. (I am pretty easy to please when it comes to vacations)

2. When I think about my childhood, I often remember having my season passes to Opryland. That was sweet chicken.

3. Respect and trust makes for a good friend.

4. The wind in the trees, the rain on my skin, the lightening in the sky....I guess I should go inside.

5. The weekend is so exciting!

6. My best friend knows pretty much everything about me. That is pretty scary.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to swimming and making homemade pizza, tomorrow my plans include setting up camp at the soccer field, and Sunday, I want to hopefully chill on the boat for a while.

Fuzzy Friday

2010-05-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

I say Fuzzy Friday because that is how my brain feels this morning. This is my last day to be one assistant short at work and I could not be more excited. That coupled with Michael's birthday party last night and the spray tan I need to get this morning before work so I won't glow in the dark over Memorial Day weekend. Wheeewww, I literally feel as if I could barely go any further and I still have all day to work..boooo..that would bring my total hours this week to around 50. I have already told Mike that I do not want to make any decisions for the next 3 days that includes menu planning!
Michael's birthday party went swimmingly. (Birthday actually on June 2nd) We had a Hummer limo pick him up from school along with a dozen of his friends. It was actually two fold seeing at it was also the last day of 4th grade so they were also celebrating their "graduation" from elementary school. The limo drove them around town some, dropped us off at CiCi's, and finished with a 30 minute cruise about town. The kids hung their heads out the window, waving to all the other cars. You could tell they felt like Rock Stars! There was even a beach ball being volleyed around inside. I am still not for sure where that came from. Anywho, the girls went home and the boys spent the night. They finally succumbed to sleep around 3 in the morning. Well, there is so much more but I don't want to bore you any further. Have a safe and happy Memorial Day.

1. A fabulous chicken salad sandwich-- the best food to take on a picnic.

2. Summer is hands down my favorite time of the year.

3. One can not have too many pairs of flip flops.

4. To love someone is to know the exact moment they are thinking about you which is most likely the same time you are thinking about them.

5. I could use a long hike.

6. When I crave food, it's usually something fried. (I am not a big sweets eater

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a peaceful house, tomorrow my plans include possible some boating since soccer is on hiatus and Sunday, I want to enjoy doing whatever in the hell I decide to do that day even if it is sitting on my tookus doing absolutely nothing.

The Joy Of Selfless Giving

2010-05-22T16:02:00.000-07:00

I have the most awesome child in the world. First of all I would like to preface this little story with the fact that Michael keeps some of the cash he gets from the Tooth Fairy and other ancillary holiday cards in his underwear drawer! (original, eh!) He didn't have a boatload of money in there because the majority of it is deposited in his bank account. However, I think he had around 20 dollars in 5's and 1's.
So, unbeknownst to me a memo was sent home from school regarding a family whose father had brain surgery and was having problems covering their medical expenses. In order to encourage kids to bring a small donation, the memo stated 'if you bring $1, you could wear a hat to school on the designated day.'
Well, the designated day was last week and I read the memo yesterday! Go figure....So I asked Michael "Did you wear a hat on this day?" I figured the answer would be no since he didn't ask Mike or I for any money. He told me he did wear a hat on that day. "How did you get away with that since you didn't actually donate $1?" I inquired.
"I did donate money", he stated. "Only I didn't give just a dollar, I figured if one dollar would help some then five dollars would help more."
Hello, this is my child! Taking care of business without pumping his parents for cash. I am so proud of him, I think I could explode with pride (Yes, I know being too proud is bad) but who could not be beaming from this. A nine year old doing all of this by himself?!? I just don't know what else to say.

Friday, Friday, Friday

2010-05-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

I survived my first week without one of my assistants. It actually wasn't too bad and I was feeling rather confident yesterday as my week was winding down. That is until I took a sneak peek at next week's schedule, I think I quit breathing for 11 seconds! I guess we shall see how I feel this time next week. Oh, did I mention Michael's birthday party is intermingled into next week along with a sleep over involving a dozen of his closest friends. Did I mention this was Thursday night and I do have to work on Friday!?!?! I will need prayers all around!
I was able to do a little pampering yesterday in preparation for the christening of the pool this weekend. Botox, pedicure and spray tan....in that order! Sunday I get to take one of the two new bikinis I bought on a little test drive! Have a fabulous Friday and a fulfilling weekend. Michael is at camp in Crossville with his entire 4th grade class and he returns home today. I will be much relieved when I see that little face in Cookeville safe and sound.
Here we go.......

1. My fabulously fabulous children never fail to make me smile. (unless they are fighting)

2. I'm looking forward to a little summer fun in the wonderful sun!

3. SpongeBob on the boob tube is what I'm listening to right now.

4. Potato salad must have little bits of pickle in it!

5. Coffee was the best thing I ate today. (I don't eat breakfast in the a.m. before I leave work....does the nasty protein drink count?)

6. Today is just beginning so I have no idea what is in store for me today.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to seeing my eldest child, tomorrow my plans include soccer, soccer, seeing my mom and visiting one of my patients in a social capacity and Sunday, I want to hit the pool, of course!!

Couple of Randoms

2010-05-16T07:58:00.001-07:00

Short life in pictures.....I am sure the neighbors are loving our continued downward spiral into redneckdom! We are just trying to grow some things and educate the kids. It's all in the name of the kids but it is a trite tacky. I didn't know how else to string up my peas so I used 'string'!

I am still waiting for my check from Old Navy for this advertising campaign!

How cute is this guy? Waiting for soccer a few Saturdays ago.

It's That Time Again...

2010-05-14T04:17:00.001-07:00

Whoo Hoo....the time has come once again to celebrate FRIDAY! I so look forward to this day every week and it is finally here! I only have a few patients today so I am much looking forward to an abbreviated day but one of my assistants will be in Jamaica over the next 2 weeks getting married...so...needless to say I will be earning my keep at work. I hope everyone has a great weekend and gets something accomplished on that spring to do list. My main item on the agenda is figuring out how to use my new camera. I finally broke down and went digital so I get to stop using Michael's for (he is happy). It came in the mail and just the mere presence of it is daunting. I am thankful that my Canon lenses off of the 35 mm are compatible because I was not excited about having to buy new ones. Here we go:

1. I just had the most wonderful time sitting in a quiet house!

2. Sometimes it just is what it is.

3. The third sentence on the 7th page of the book I'm reading: "Yonder's the 'Hill' now, see them lights yonside the road," he said.

4. A really good song tickles my fancy.

5. I was walking along minding my own business.

6. Just about anything makes me laugh! (I love to laugh)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to buying a new pair of running shoes followed by a little test run, tomorrow my plans include soccer and a hot date with a trailer of mulch, and Sunday, I want to watch the boys sing and church and spend as much time outside as Mother Nature will let me.

Mary, Mary Quite Contrary......

2010-05-09T17:20:00.000-07:00

How does your garden grow?

I did find it interesting that this little nursery rhyme has a bitter past. Discrepancy over origin, the exact wordage, and (most interesting) it being a religious allegory of Catholicism. Hard to believe something so simple can be so deep. And here we are thinking we can interpret the Bible....Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I wanted to do was show pre and post pictures of our little garden. You see, we are not allowed to have a 'real' garden in our neighborhood so this is the compromise. The kids have really enjoyed planting and watering our little slice of Heaven. Let's see...we have tomatoes of all shapes and sizes (literally), peppers of all shapes and sizes, sweet peas and okra (I am a big fan). Hopefully will have a fruitful bounty! Happy work week....

Friday Fill Ins.......Or Not

2010-05-07T05:01:00.000-07:00

Here are the Fill Ins.....Enjoy...

1. Salsa and chips from Chili's are my favorite.

2. Look at this spread of condiments and you've even got mustard.

3. By the time I get home I have the best intentions to exercise or run but usually talk myself out of it! Surprisingly, it is not that difficult to do.

4. Seeing how much money I can save with coupons is what I look forward to most when grocery shopping.

5. And I was dreaming in a deep sleep when I hear in my ear, "Mommy, I need to go potty"

6. Peace and quiet...is there anything else better?!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to planting more vegetables in the garden, tomorrow my plans include soccer and more soccer and Sunday, I want to watch Michael acolyte in church and hopefully get pampered on my special day even more than I usually am.

Unfortunately for me and you readers hanging on the edges of your seats....the Friday Fill Ins young lady must have slept in this morning. I will add it when it becomes available. Otherwise, there has not been any type of excitement this week besides Marshall's surgery. He has recovered remarkably and never asked for any of his Tylenol/Codeine pain medicine. He denies any neck pain or stiffness (which the MD said would occur) and has not complained of a sore throat. I have never seen a child this tough in my life. Have a fabulously fabulous Friday.

We Made It

2010-05-05T14:34:00.000-07:00

Just wanted to post a pre and post picture of my little guy at the surgery center. He did have to have an IV and be intubated because he was going to be sedated longer than 20 minutes. So sad to see an IV line in his little arm...pitiful. Thanks to all my friends/family who prayed for him today. It worked!

I Hate Surgery

2010-05-04T18:29:00.000-07:00

Well, here we go...yet another surgery for Marshall. Not wanting this to be a long drawn out thing but I am a little concerned with the 845 a.m. surgery time. You see, Marshall loves to eat and he gets this voracious appetite from his mother. I could eat every hour on the hour. So I have been trying to explain to him that eating in the morning when he wakes up is not really an option! He told me his hearing is fine and he doesn't need surgery. Poor guy! Well, I just wanted to put that out there and around 845 a.m. central if you think about it....pray for my little man!

Dusting Off The Keys

2010-05-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

In retrospect, I had absolutely no idea how much of my time was consumed by a computer. It was as if Dell was the name of my closest BFF instead of some inanimate thing which required no love or physical contact to make it day to day. I know to some this may seem a little over the top but taking a personal account of my face time with 'Dell'....it was astounding and a little frightening. It would be different if I was writing my memoirs, solving world famine, or making my first million of off Ebay sells. Far from it!
Instead the time was consumed with Facebook, blogging, reading other blogs, reading politically motivated propaganda (which is never good), trying to glean from other professionals the true state of the economy, job prospects and the like and hoping I would not stumble upon the fact that our country had officially crashed financially and the U.S. dollar would not even be worth the paper is was printed on.
Since I obviously had to fight my addiction head on I decided to treat is like any other addiction.....STOP! Although this is fairly impossible in today's computer driven society a significant cut back would fare quite well. The 20 minutes I allowed myself per day on the computer had to be rationed like water in an arid desert. I had to give up some things and blogging was one. I was having writer's block anyway so it worked out just fine.
Well, the breaking of my addiction worked. I am trying to do whatever computer stuff I want to do in the a.m. when the kids are still sleeping and when I find myself during the day on it for an extended period of time.....I start to feel guilty and extremely non-productive...which is good!
Now that I have aired all my grievances I feel better! Hopefully my blogging sabbatical did not deter my dozen or so daily visitors but if it did, oh well, it had to be done.

Friday Fill Ins

2010-04-30T04:42:00.000-07:00

1. I was lost in the woods after I wandered off the trail.

2. I lost my train of thought and left my book in the rain.

3. Why does hindsight seem to be my worst enemy.

4. Interesting ways to be creative were in my thoughts today.

5. One of my father's favorite sayings was "you can hang up now."

6. Leaving breathless --I know that feeling!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to finally having time to blog, tomorrow my plans include supposedly soccer but with monsoon season upon us in Cookeville it will probably be just a movie and Sunday, I want to most likely take the boat to church with all the rain we are supposed to get.

Yes, I Am Still Alive!

2010-04-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

Forgive me and my media silence. Nothing is wrong..no tragedy..just busy. I am also trying to spend about 20 minutes a day on the computer which cuts into my blogging time considerably. It is utterly amazing how much I can get done when I am not sitting on my tookus in front of a computer screen.

Michael and Marshall had their first soccer games of the season on Saturday. Michael's team slaughtered their opponents. I am so silly about really beating a team in a sporting event. It's OK to win but goal after goal.....it becomes sad more than anything else. Marshall scored the first goal of his game during the first 'play'. I will follow that with the fact the field is about as big as my living room (I actually think my room is bigger!) and there isn't a goal keeper. He followed that up by spitting, head butting and checking other kids on his team for the remainder of the game. I guess we need to learn focusing skills.
The tomato and pepper plants I started from scratch (made the seed and everything, ha ha) are doing well. We lost 2 of the 26 tomato plants but that is not too bad. We also planted a blueberry bush and I am keeping my fingers crossed for a fruitful harvest. Love love love blueberries.
Marshall's tube placement and adenoid removal is scheduled for May 5th. I am not real excited about anesthetizing him again but I am equally not thrilled about the hearing loss which would become permanent in about 6 more months.
Well, I realize this is an extremely boring update but I do have a couple of patients today and the sooner I get started the sooner I get home. I will try to be more diligent next week with posts but one of my assistants will be in Jamaica for a week (I hate him!) which means my two other assistants and myself get to absorb his treatments plus whatever evaluations come in for me. Not really complaining just stating! I am very thankful for my job.

1. I'd like one full day all to myself to get all the little things done around the house along with the motivation to actually do it.

2. One of my most favorite romantic memories is well.....I don't really think I can share it with anyone, quite frankly....that is between Mike and I!! :) Does the bag of French Onion SunChips he had waiting on my pillow on Tuesday night when I returned home from Bunco count as romanticism? They are my favorite!

3. Last night, I had spinach dip at Cheddars for dinner. I really wasn't that hungry after my 3 mile run in the heat.

4. Sorry for the times I tend to throw an adult, only child, mini-temper tantrum.

5. Can we go on vacation now?

6. One of my worst temptations is do I have to name one??? Quite frankly any type of fast food, speeding, sarcastic comments, buying shoes; all of these things are hard to resist!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to my weekly chicken pesto pizza from Papa Murphys, tomorrow my plans include setting up a tent on the soccer field (not literally) because we will be there all day; and Sunday, I want to hmmmm, I don't know what I want to do. Let the wind take me where it wants!

Speed of Light Travel

2010-04-05T04:43:00.000-07:00

Why is it that days off go 100 times quicker than any other day? I would really appreciate someone figuring this out. My four day weekend felt more like a quick day trip and I hate that. Update:

We finished up our mini-mini vacation Saturday and made the whopping 1.5 hour drive home. Other than Marshall having one small vomitting incident, it was all good.
I have finally succumbed to my addiction of the Real Housewives of New York and watched all the episodes On Demand I was lacking. It is like watching a train wreck, you really should look away but can't make yourself.
I don't have any cutsy putsy pictures of my family all dressed up for Easter service. We usually don't go to church on Easter because of the overwhelming attendance. It still baffles me that people don't go all year and then, BOOM, it will make it right if we go 'this day'. So I stay home, protest, and have my own time with my Maker.
The kid's dyed eggs on Saturday night for the Easter Bunny to hide Sunday morning only he was golfing so the boiled eggs could not be hidden until magically during the middle of the day! (wow, that is a really long sentence)
I wrapped up my beautiful Easter afternoon with pressure washing. I am not sure why I enjoy doing it but the porch and patio look fabulous. I wonder if this counts as exercise?

Some pics.....see Facebook for more!

Friday Fill Ins

2010-04-02T11:01:00.000-07:00

****This entry was actually typed yesterday but due to the crappy WiFi at the resort that kept waxing and waning while I was typing, I gave up, voiced a mild profanity and shut the computer!

Having a fabulous time at Wilderness and the kids are getting to have the time of their lives (so far in their little lives!) Michael just HAD to play in the arcade to volley for enough tickets to get a boomerang. 'A ball never comes back ofter you throw or kick it' he said....makes perfect sense to me. During one of his early attempts to win a few of the 100 tickets necessary to get said throwing implement....he won 1000 tickets! He was stunned...psyched, and he just stood there! The little things, right? On an off note, the microwave in our room has a sensor to know when the microwave popcorn is ready and it doesn't time it...weird!!!!! I suppose my children are not the only ones who are easily amused by the seemingly simple.

On a not so good side note, I found out yesterday the husband of one of the girls I used to work with was killed in a freak accident. He was only 33 with a 12 year old and an 8 year old. He was clearing off some trees on their property and somehow one of the trees gave but didn't break. After he passed over it with the tractor, it snapped back and hit him in the back of the head. That was it! Please pray for the poor grieving family this Easter. Then, count your blessings.

1. All you need is love, so they say!

2. A good slapstick comedy fills me with laughter.

3. Each generation, as it grows up, gets less respectful, spoiled and feels entitled.

4. Abuse to children of any kind is something I have a hard time dealing with.

5. A trip to Wilderness at the Smokies is what I need.

6. Give of yourself without an expectation of a return and you get back.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to some Mexican food alfresco tomorrow my plans include further overstimulation at the waterpark, a safe drive home, and spending time with my mom and dad and Sunday, I want to hunt Easter eggs, chow down on some Easter grub and remember the reason we this holiday exists to start with.

It's Friday........Right?

2010-03-31T04:49:00.000-07:00

OK, so I am bragging a little since it obviously not Friday but it is for me! Tomorrow at this time we will be on our annual trip to Wilderness at the Smokies. I am ready for some humongous indoor waterpark fun.....yiipppeee! Although my attempts to lose a few pounds before I left were in vain (only because I got lazy not because I tried), I am still going to proudly don that bikini and strut my stuff!! If you don't like it, don't look.....right?
This week had been very hectic at work. Trying to cram in 5 days of work into 3 is quite the task. The good part is because of the long work days, I only have to use one vacation day instead of two. So there.
Now for an update on the kiddos.....Michael was presented with the 4th Grade Math Award for the past 9 week session. We are so proud of him. I told him I didn't know what it was like to sit in a gymnasium full of my peers and have my name called out.
Marshall and Michael geared up for soccer practice last night. Marshall was so excited and listened to his coach surprisingly well. This will be an interesting season. We did figure out that our eldest child's schedule is getting full...Monday: guitar, Tuesday: Run club in the a.m. and soccer in the p.m., Wednesday: Church, Thursday: Run club in the a.m., Friday: off, Saturday: soccer games, and Sunday: church. We shall see how it all plays out.

OMG A Three Day Weekend

2010-03-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

1. The right word is not always the one you want to say but probably the one you should say.

2. Go to your room and sit until you hear the timer and shut the door quietly, please.

3. Up is where I try to keep my spirits most of time.

4. An IKEA store is where you'll find me.

5. Ooh! What is that on sale for 75% off?

6. Taking a girl's trip is a good idea.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to spending time with my girlfriends, tomorrow my plans include fine dining and shopping and Sunday, I want to get home safely and celebrate Palm Sunday.

ZZZzzzzzz

2010-03-24T05:27:00.000-07:00

Last night I had this urge to watch my children sleep. I am not talking about peaking in to make sure they were covered up and breathing OK....I mean really watch them. It was so nice to study their little faces without it moving in all directions at once....coveting their quiet and peaceful slumber and wondering what it would be like to sleep that deep with a silent mind for just one night.

It made me appreciate even more how beautiful my children are inside and out, to have the comfort of knowing how healthy they are and have never had to suffer. I watched them separately for about 5-6 minutes a piece. It actually brought tears to my eyes. I suddenly realized no matter what is currently going on in my life that is bringing me sadness it is of no importance when compared to the health of my little guys. I am blessed beyond any riches.

I am so glad I took the time......

OMG It's Here

2010-03-19T05:28:00.000-07:00

Friday Friday Friday.....

1. Today I will be basking in the sun and all it's glory during my half day off.

2. You are you serious and I say why not?

3. What do you think of higher and higher taxes to pay for all this government spending? I personally am thrilled!

4. At Starbucks it's free pastry day until 10:30 a.m.

5. People say what we're all seeking is virtually unattainable.

6. The image I cherish most is anytime my kids are happy and being nice to each other.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I am looking forward to spending some time with my mom and eating pizza, tomorrow my plans include some pre-Atlanta shopping, and Sunday I want to wish the rain away.

St. Patrick's Day Cuties

2010-03-18T04:48:00.000-07:00

I just wanted to share a quick picture of my boys from last night. My mother-in-law graciously brought over the biggest pot of corned beef and cabbage that I have ever seen. Also making an appearance in her concoction were a carrots and potatoes. We colored the kid's milk green and they just had to show off their milk moustaches. I know they are the most adorable kids ever..you don't even have to say it.

What Kind Of Mommy Are You

2010-03-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

This was a question asked of me by my 3 1/2 year old as he was helping me make supper Saturday night. I wondered if this was a rhetorical question as he should know dang well what kind of mother I am.

The delusional answer: "I am the best Mommy in the World"
The wanna be answer: "I am a very patient Mommy"
The turn it around answer: "You know what kind of Mommy I am you big silly"
The politician answer: "What exactly to you mean by kind of Mommy?"
The disbelief answer/question : "Are you kidding me, Clark?"

After considering all my answering options, I decided to ask him what kind of Mommy I was...holding my breath at the same time (this is technically impossible but I needed it for effect!) Ever so sweet he replied.....

Marshall: "You're a nice Mommy"
Me: "Are you sure you are talking about me?"
Marshall: "Yes"
Me: "I thought I was a mean Mommy?"
Marshall: "Nope, you're a nice Mommy"

I think he was just buttering me up because he likes to help cook and he figured if he played nice he may get another opportunity. BUT Maybe, just maybe that was his ever so loving side that pokes it's little head out of the shell once in a blue moon. Compare the loving side appearances to the amount of times you have personally witnessed the aurora borealis! Well, that may be a small stretch but you get the point.

On a side note, that cute little guy has an MD appointment to look at his right ear again. If it has not cleared up after this last round (4th to be exact) of antibiotics he will have to undergo surgery...AGAIN. I don't want to anesthetize him again but it is either that or permanent hearing loss. I figure kids don't hear well anyway....why give them even more of a reason to not do what you ask them. Pray for my guy.....

Finally Friday

2010-03-12T06:13:00.000-08:00

No big updates for the end of the week. My Bunko party went well and I was neither the biggest winner nor the biggest loser. Just call me Even Stephen! Everyone had a great time and there was plenty of food (thank goodness).
Wednesday I had a chemical peel on my face and let me tell you.....I am one scary person this morning. Let the peeling begin! Thankfully all the patients I have today except one have met me before so they shouldn't freak out too much. I hope everybody has an accomplished and wonderful weekend.

1. I am so looking forward to my face returning back to normal!

2. I promise I will go running later.

3. When you get lemons, trade them in for limes and ask for some salt and tequila.

4. My family is a big part of my life I just don't appreciate them all the time like I should.

5. If you need anything I am your girl.

6. I am growing tiresome of work and I need a trip.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to lounging, tomorrow my plans include going out to dinner to celebrate a friend's birthday and Sunday, I want to go to a bowling party in Smyrna for my two nieces!

Anticipation

2010-03-08T19:27:00.000-08:00

So I have finally finished all the cooking I needed to do for Bunko tomorrow. I overdid it as usual but whatever. White Chicken Chili, Taco Soup, Sausage Balls, Mini Spinach Quiches.....Yummy.
I also made two other little appetizer things...

1. Bacon Roll Ups (not as horrible on the arteries as it sounds): Roll out 1/2 of crescent rolls into a sheet, spread cream cheese on it, sprinkle with garlic powder and cover with real bacon bits...roll it up like a jelly roll, slice and cook.....

2. Mozzarella Poppers: Can of biscuits...separate each one, slightly flatten one biscuit, place a cube of mozzarella inside, close it up, dip in melted better then roll it in a mixture of freshly shredded parmesan, basil and pecans, place in muffin pan and bake based on biscuit directions.

Now that I have said all that....the anticipation part. I had to open up 2 rolls of croissants and 4 rolls of biscuits.....I never realized that I cringe as I am unwrapping them because I never know if it is going to pop open when you take off the label or it you will actually have to press the "end of a spoon on the seam" to facilitate said pop. That freaks me out a little!

In hindsight or forefront or flankside.....maybe I shouldn't be blogging right now. I am running on less than 2 hours sleep over the last 36 hours....delirium is setting in...so is that Benedryl I took about 30 minutes ago. Please pray for my sanity (seriously), I am working my booty off and it is catching up me me.....in a bad way!

Early Weekend Update

2010-03-07T05:26:00.000-08:00

Since I can steal away a few minutes this morning I figured I would go ahead and write a spell. Blogging in the a.m. with a steamy cup of coffee seems like the right time.

Friday night without the kids was peaceful but weird not to have any noise. I ended up falling asleep around 9 (much to my husband's dismay I am sure) and was able to sleep until 6. For some reason I am almost physically unable to sleep past that time. Mike and I decided to run errands sans children which was really weird not to be yelling 'hurry up', 'look with your eyes not your hands', 'get over here', 'could you possible walk any slower'....etc....etc....We ended up buying a few baby green houses to start 6 pepper plants, 20 tomato plants and a new faucet for the kitchen. A couple of the starter kits were designed for kids so the boys could help and they loved it. I was going to take pics of them with their little gardening gloves on and such but of course the battery in the digital camera was dead....arrrghh! Here is a picture of the end result from this morning after charging the battery!

I was also able to run a few miles yesterday but I got those damn side pains which drive me crazy. I sure would like to know why sometimes I get them and sometimes I don't. Hopefully the 3 I run today will be without side pain and minimal exhaust fumes from passing motorists.

Lastly I wanted to share a clip from the website 'Funny or Die'. If you have never watched anything on this site you are truly missing out. Will Ferrell is the brain child behind it if that gives you any insight of the content. The newest clip on the site is Obama getting visited in the night by the last 5 presidents....hilariously funny and so good to see all the SNL characters (even Chevy Chase and Dan Akroyd) playing their old bits. This 5 minute bit was directed by Ron Howard believe it or not. Please indulge me and watch it. It has three different parts but the first of the three is the main one. http://http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/dc60287a2a/president-s-reunion-behind-the-scenes?rel=player

I hope everyone gets a good laugh, had a wonderful weekend and is ready for yet ANOTHER work week.

Friday Filler Upper

2010-03-05T04:55:00.001-08:00

Well, the clouds have finally parted and the sun is shining in all it's glory.....I am happpeeeee about seeing it again! I was finally able to run yesterday but I made a crucial mistake. Unbeknownst to me I kept picking up my pace only because it felt soooo good to be out there again. My ignorance proved to be my downfall as I thought a heart attack was about to ensue once I finished! Yes, I may be exaggerating just a bit but my normal 3 mile run with about a 10:30 min pace turned into 3 miles at a little over 9 minute pace. So, do you see now why I thought I might be dying!!! Anyway, I plan on running again today but s-l-o-w-e-r. I am not planning on working my way to any land speed records....I just want to be able to work up to 5-6 miles and think nothing about it..regardless of speed. I actually have to work all day today so that is a big fat hairy drag but at least I have a job, right? I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and be safe.
On a side note, we are going to be childless for tonight thanks to my mom and dad. I cannot wait to have a dinner out unfettered.

1. Why are you making peanut butter and banana sandwiches?

2. I want you to take some time off and visit with me.

3. When I am able to get my own time, then it will be on my terms.

4. Let's go on our girl trip to Atlanta and see what happens.

5. I could use a vacation with warm sun, sandy beaches and salty oceans.

6. Getting a spray tan and then donning some shorts.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a peaceful meal sans children, tomorrow my plans include actually sleeping in past 6, and Sunday, I want to do nothing.

Under The Weather

2010-03-01T16:30:00.000-08:00

I am sick.

Not really sick sick.

Just sick.

I have never experienced 'Cabin Fever' in my entire life and really this is about the sickest I have ever been. (Relatively Speaking)

Reflecting back on my entire life, I cannot recall a winter like this without reprieve or at least one that has affected me so. Does that make sense? My mom has called something like this 'the punies'. That is my affliction, my ailment....I have the punies! (pronounced 'pew-nees' phonetically). I have been unable to shake it. The sun and the warmth it delivers is my Prozac and a girl has to have her Prozac!
I have pretty much sulked around all day today and when I received the 'Weather Alert' from the Weather Channel on my phone regarding the Winter Weather Advisory Putnam County was under for tonight and tomorrow....well that was the huge stemmed cherry on top of my sundae.

This is not an attitude I came home with as Mike has labeled it. I just crave sun and the warmth on my skin it offers. I get zero understanding in regards to this from him or most people for that matter which I offer NO apology for. I need it, I crave it and if it gives me a bad attitude for a few days then so be it!!!

The good news is we are expecting a warm up this Friday. According to the forecast, I will be able to run four days in a row! This is fabulous and I cannot express to anyone how excited I am to get my 'fix'............I will apologize for the ranting and violin playing for my pity party but I deserve that time too. One cannot possibly be happy all the time and if they are they are faking it!!!!

Friday Fill Ins

2010-02-26T05:52:00.000-08:00

1. A cup of tea has never done it for me. I am not versed on twinings.

2. Hearing the laughter of children makes a place feel like home.

3. Everything has its beauty once you crack through the outer judgement shell.

4. Could anything beat the taste of strawberries?

5. Art makes me feel unrefined seeing as I just don't get it! No, I cannot feel the angst of the painter nor can see how they meshed this color with that texture or whatever!

6. LOL I just noticed I forgot brush my teeth! (give me a break, I am off today)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to pizza/Wii bowling/Rockband with the family tomorrow my plans include possibly shopping at Providence with my friend and Sunday, I want to run if the weather will let me and watch my children perform in the early service at church.

This week has come and gone in a flash.
I would describe work this week as steadily busy and productive.
Home life would be described as accomplished because Marshall is consistently pooping in the toilet.(thank the Lord)
Social life would be described as sad due to one of my friends losing a dear family member on top of having to fight some personal demons. She is very dear to me and I hate to see her suffering so.
Michael has also had a glorious week. It started with his 3rd guitar lesson......The past 2 lessons have consisted of him learning 2 chords each visit. During his third lesson the instructor told him he was playing the four chords 'perfectly'.....In fact, he was picking up on everything so quickly that he decided to teach Michael 4 chords this last lesson.....I am so proud. Second, when the teacher was picking up homework from the children's desks she made a comment to the entire class that if everyone's work was as neat as his, they will all get an 'A'. I must say that Michael does have beautiful handwriting and everything in math must line up and be just so. I don't know where he gets his perfectionist attitude>>>?????
Well, I am off to enjoy my Friday off. I put in extra time this week so I can enjoy this day without taking any vacation time....SWEET!! Happy Friday and Happy weekend

Slacker

2010-02-24T15:44:00.000-08:00

I have been such a slacker with my blog this week....sorry. To further carry the tradition of slacking.....this blog is only going contain a couple of pictures of the boys enjoying the beautiful Saturday weather. This weekend was absolutely wonderful....I was able to take advantage of the weather and run a couple of days. This jogging thing is rather addictive. Enjoy the pics.

HELLO FRIDAY!!

2010-02-19T04:45:00.001-08:00

Everyone is finally well in the house. Mike and I must have dodged the bullet with the whole stomach virus thing. Hopefully I am not speaking too prematurely. Marshall had allergic pink eye or something like that which I had never heard of. It has since cleared up but his right ear is still full of fluid which means another surgery for my little guy. The tube fell out 10 months ago and the ear decided to pull it's old shenanigans! His ENT stated if we don't get the tube placed within the next few months, permanent hearing loss could occur....YIKES!

1. Johnny Weir is a great skater but is very pale!

2. My little patriotic Michael has watched the 2010 Olympics every time the chance has arose.

3. And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. ~Anais Nin

4. Send a text to say hello if you get an urge.

5. Having sweet dreams is something I definitely missed out on last night.

6. What does it take to get some peace and quiet around here!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to an outdoor campfire with weenies and marshmallows, tomorrow my plans include spending the day with my mom and meeting some girlfriends to plan our Atlanta Girl's trip, whhooo hooo and Sunday, I want to watch Michael acolyte at church and then home to chill!

Up To My Elbows In Vomit With A Happy Ending

2010-02-16T06:20:00.000-08:00

Friday started off promising because I only had 3 patients and figured I could knock them off fairly quick. Then I was going to rush home, pack myself and the kids and then off to Embassy Suites for a little R&R and swimming for the boys. The cloud of doom slowly started to encroach over me when I pulled into the driveway. Mike had Marshall's car seat sitting in the drive and he had a box of wipies in his hand. 'What's up' I asked a little fearful.....He responded, 'Marshall just threw up in the truck". Now big deal, I figured. Something just didn't sit right on his stomach and now it was out of his little body, onward we shall press.
I walked in the house, Marshall ran over to me, said he didn't feel good and then started to cry. That is just GREAT I selfishly thought in my head. Marshall then proceeded to throw up all over me. It was in my hair, on one side of my face and neck....and let me tell you....the feeling of vomit running down your chest and stomach on the inside of one's shirt is an experience I could do without ever again.
Because I am a bad mother, I was hell bent to take this little trip. I cleaned up, changed clothes, packed us all, grabbed the little garbage can out of the laundry room, put a liner in it and stuffed everyone in the car. We were off! The good news is, Marshall only threw up once in the truck and one more time at the hotel. He said he felt better so I took a chance and we all went to the pool. They swam for 2 hours without even a hiccup. He was magically healed. No more vomiting and he devoured spaghetti and meatballs for supper. Weird, huh!
The next morning we got up and ate breakfast. The kids were able to swim for another couple of hours while I ran on the treadmill (don't worry, Mike was watching them). We packed up and headed to Chuck E Cheese for lunch. Does the word mad house mean anything to anyone? Does the term 'Maximum Occupancy' not apply to this establishment. We only stayed an hour and a half and left with one eye crossed and a slight case of Tourette's Syndrome in it's twitching form not obscene language form.
Our Saturday ended at my brother's house for my nephew's birthday party. It was crazy in that house with the large turn out but I enjoyed being able to visit with my sister in law for a while before the party and my brothers during the party. They always make me laugh.
Update on the vomit....Michael woke up at 2:30 a.m. throwing up like crazy. He was still sick when I left for work so I guess Michael got the mutated form which lasts longer. Oh, did I mention Marshall looks like he is getting Pink Eye??? Life is Good!!!!

Friday Finally!

2010-02-12T05:24:00.000-08:00

1. Pickles in the sliced and fried form are my favorite!

2. Sometimes there is nothing like being at home. Other times I could just claw my way out.

3. The snow is gone except for the mulch beds on the north side of the house. Not to worry, we are expecting more Sunday night.

4. There are so many awesome things to witness in nature. Makes it hard to believe some people think it all got here by a Big Bang!

5. It's 5:16 p.m.; that means Marshall is dangerously close to getting tied up and put in a closet! :) Just kidding.

6. Discovering happiness and peace within yourself is hard to find.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I am looking forward to (and I say this loosely) going to Chuck E Cheese with the kids followed by swimming and a night at the Embassy, tomorrow my plans include eating a yummy breakfast followed by a late afternoon birthday party for my nephew and Sunday, I want to try to not do anything for the day..note to self: You are not allowed to pick up a paintbrush on Sunday!.

Another side note: It is only the trip to Chuck E Cheese that minimally excites me. I am looking forward to a night away from home and watching the kids swim.....oh.....and a trip to Target!!!

Breath In, Breath Out, Breath In, Breath Out, Breath In...

2010-02-09T20:03:00.000-08:00

No I am not dead or in some sort of vegetative state. I have just had an incredibly crazy week that I do not hardly know how to put into words in order to have one even remotely appreciate it. Holy Crap.....the 'P' just popped off my laptop. Dang kids...why else would that letter all of the sudden disconnect itself from the keyboard....mutiny...apartheid???? I never knew how many times I used the key 'P' until it was no longer available for service!! Why is that?
Catch up (that freakin' P again)

Movie update: Inglorious Basterds....What can I say besides the spelling is all off. I do believe this is the first clue about the movie. I suppose that it would not be quite as moving if not based on past history (WW II for the slow ones). Brad Pitt surprised the hell out of me with his prose of sarcasm and proclamation of being Tennessee born and bred! Wow....just when I think no one can surprise me. Super duper violent but a really good movie. Once again, as much as I hate to say it....Brad made the movie! Scary I know. How many freakin p's could have possibly been in that last paragraph....it's ridiculous! How did that break off again?
The Tooth Fairy....Once again I am a sucker for sarcasm. I have read studies in regards to the geriatric population being able to recognize sarcasm. That is one of the cardinal signs of dementia....inability to recognize and comprehend said sarcasm. This movie is full of it (so I am safe for the time being because I picked up on it) and I appreciated every bit. Well, not to mention a little tidbit that Dwayne Johnson is hot hot hot!!! Is that wrong for me to say......don't care!

On a non movie note.....played Bunco tonight and lost miserably as usual. I am so glad I am not addicted to gambling because I would have lost everything a long time ago! I am having a lazy week and wish I could just lay in bed all day.....chillin'. Peace out......damn P......

It's Friday!!!!

2010-02-05T05:15:00.000-08:00

It's a rainy Friday morning with another impending snowfall in the forecast. They say it wont be a big deal but I guess only time will tell. There is possibly another exciting thing developing but I don't want to say anything prematurely and jinx it. No, I am not pregnant just in case some of you were thinking that. For future reference, Mike and I are happy with the two we have.

1. I know it is not always about me but can we make it that way?

2. Although it is the shortest, February always feels like the longest month.

3. You can't help but laugh at life and the actors in it at times.

4. Girl's trip to Atlanta; bring it on!

5. Where have you looked for your shoes, socks, books, toy, etc.?

6. The weekend is now available.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to spending time with my mom, tomorrow my plans include hanging out with the family, and Sunday, I want to watch the Super Bowl and may the best team win!

Random Thoughts, Observations and Favorites

2010-02-03T14:31:00.000-08:00

I am still extremely bitter the Vikings GAVE AWAY their last game of the season...pitiful at best.

I believe I will be one of those old people who watch Price is Right and court shows all day.

I will also be one of those old people that other people have a hard time getting away from because I won't shut my trap and regale them with stories from the good ole days.

Marshall took the biggest crap in the toilet yesterday for the first time ever. I do believe he was so cleaned out...he would have been colonoscopy ready!

I had a patient tell me today "Blue eyed people have a higher pain tolerance than brown eyed people". AND he actually had the audacity to look at me like I was crazy because I had never heard such a thing.

It is amazing the squalor people will allow themselves to live in....even better....raise their kids in.

My favorite lotion/bubble bath scent is 'coconut-lime verbena' and my favorite bath salt is Grassroots Body 'The Great Escape'

People who have no real purpose in being on the road during the day should have a certain time during said day which they are allowed out on the road. Let the people with a goal for the day have free reign of the pavement.

I should be allowed to shoot at people who don't use their signal or insist on riding in the fast lane going 20 under the speed limit (or least lightly hit their bumper)

It is amazing how many children who are on reduced lunches when their parents have cable TV, Blackberry phones, a nice car and perfectly manicured nails. Why are they on that program again?

I am so sick of lawyer commercials that encourage people to sue for an accident or the ones that promise to get you the 'benefits you deserve' from Social Security disability and they show pictures of people in their 20's. I am sure someone under 30 has really paid into the system and 'deserves' all the money they have put in the system during the past 8-10 years.

I have a hard time understanding people under 40 who don't have a chronic or auto immune disorder being on more than 3 prescription medicines.

I am a huge fan of flavored creamers in my coffee

I hate to hear young people who live at home, have no kids and may or may not be married talk about how busy they are with not one iota of spare time. How is that possible?

Why do people say their obesity is genetic as they are downing a Big Mac value meal

I watched the season premier of Lost last night and I am absolutely no more enlightened than I was before watching it.

Will someone please make an exercise, cardio, muscle toning protein powder

People should not be allowed to have bleached blond hair....we are not buying it!

The only wine glasses I will own for both red and white wine is 'Marquis' by Waterford

Rockin' My New Boots

2010-01-31T10:58:00.000-08:00

When one stumbles upon the most perfect pair of boots.....they must share. I ordered these bad boys yesterday while being stuck in the house. I cannot wait to wear them....maybe they will show up during our girl's trip to Hotlanta in a couple of months. Whoo hoo. Hopefully I won't kill myself with that 3 1/2 inch heel. Don't drink and walk!

I Finally Get To Stop

2010-01-29T07:18:00.000-08:00

After working over 142 hours in three weeks, I finally get to stop, reflect and actual post something on my blog. How interesting it will be will depend on who reads it I suppose. 75% of this past weekend was taken from me thanks to a continuing education class I had the pleasure of attending for two entire days. I learned a lot and I am glad I went but my weekend was stolen. I have never understood why they structure continuing education programs for therapists the way they do. Most physical therapist are very high energy and extremely active people who are not used to sitting around all day. That is why I question the teaching method of us sitting ALL DAY and listening to someone speak. Oh well, it is over and I survived without falling asleep.

I decided a well deserved three day weekend was in order to make up for last weekend. I am currently sitting on the couch, watching the Price is Right, blogging, drinking a large cup of coffee and trying to organize a movie gathering at 1:30 with several of my girlfriends and their children. This of course is barring any bad weather. The weather peeps cannot seem to make up their collective minds on the outcome of this weather system. One minute I hear ice, next just rain, next ice and snow, next only expect 3 inches on the plateau, and lastly expect 8-9 inches on the plateau. I am keeping my fingers crossed for the latter. We bought a really nice pair of Merrell snow boots for Michael yesterday and poor little Marshall has hand me downs....AND...we bought new sleds yesterday. Ready, Set, Sled.........
Oh, Michael started his guitar lessons this week. Learned two chords...A and D, practices all the time without prompting, and is even branching out a little on his own. I am so excited for him and I hope this momentum keeps up. HAPPY FRIDAY!

1. Wouldn't it be easy if we could fold up our cars into a briefcase like the Jetson's.

2. I am hoping this year will be better than ever!

3. I love the taste of ice cold milk with some fresh baked cookies.

4. My boys always want to 'play fight' in the living room.

5. The first thing we're going to do is build the largest snowman in the neighborhood!

6. Did it ever occur to you that it could be turned off and drip at the same time... drip, drip, drip; I used a Craftsman model 1019 Laboratory edition, signature series torque wrench. The kind used by Cal Tech High Energy physicists, and NASA engineers.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to watching Inglorious Bastards, tomorrow my plans include building snowmen of various sizes and drinking hot chocolate and Sunday, I want to hopefully not be cursing the snow because of cabin fever!

Friday Fill Ins

2010-01-22T04:02:00.000-08:00

Just when you think you have had one of the busiest weeks of your life, you have an even busier one. Think of the one armed paper hanger in a coat factory thing! Anyway, after working almost 40 hours this week already....I now have the honor of sitting in a continuing education class for 10 hours today in Murfreesboro. It will be worth it and I will learn a lot but with my ADD, classes and I do not get along well. I will fill in my Friday thingie later because she doesn't have the new one posted yet. Oh, did I mention the continuing ed also carries into Saturday for 7 hours....I am so lucky!

1. You have a chance to change to the way people view kindness and love for humanity.

2. I wish it was Friday and I did not have a class to take right now!

3. There is a reason for everything blah blah blah!

4. Charge now and pay later..way later!

5. It's time to send a lot of good vibes to New Orleans but focused on the Vikings.

6. Our future plans are up in the air but I kind of like it that way.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to putting my brain into neutral after sitting in class all day, tomorrow my plans include seven more hours of class time getting home as fast as I can and Sunday, I want to watch the Vikings play their best game ever! (said with fingers, toes, legs and eyes crossed)